যখন আমায় বাঁধ আগে পিছে
jokhon aamaay baadho aagey pichhey
When you bind me from all sides
It seems free myself I can no more
When you thrust me to the nadir
It seems stand up I can no more
Again do you untie me
Again do you pull me up
Cradling me in your arms
My whole life long
Thus you keep on swaying me
With fear you break into my stupor
Rousing me from slumber
You shatter my fear
A glimpse of you I catch
You call out to my soul
And then you hide who knows where
Just when I feel I have lost you
From where do you again respond.
Dec 30, 2010
Dec 29, 2010
Entangled are strings plain and wound
জড়িয়ে গেছে সরু মোটা
joriye gechhey shoru mota
Entangled are strings plain and wound
And so is out of tune
The Veena of my life
This knot of discordance
Tortures my heart to death
Abruptly my song ends
Ever so often
No longer is in tune
The Veena of my life
This affliction I can bear no more
At the door of your assembly
I curl up in embarrassment
The virtuous ones in your presence
I cannot sit beside them
I stand behind everybody
Outside the doors
No longer is in tune
The Veena of my life
joriye gechhey shoru mota
Entangled are strings plain and wound
And so is out of tune
The Veena of my life
This knot of discordance
Tortures my heart to death
Abruptly my song ends
Ever so often
No longer is in tune
The Veena of my life
This affliction I can bear no more
At the door of your assembly
I curl up in embarrassment
The virtuous ones in your presence
I cannot sit beside them
I stand behind everybody
Outside the doors
No longer is in tune
The Veena of my life
In condemnation grief insult
নিন্দা দুঃখে অপমানে
ninda dukkhe awpomane
In condemnation grief insult
All wounds that I suffer
Yet I know
Nothing there is to lose from it all
When I stay covered in dust
I worry not for a seat
Amidst my wretchedness
Without any hesitation
I ask for your blessings
When people say good things of me
When I live in joy and comfort
Deep inside I know it is
Much more of an eye wash
Wearing that crown of falsehood
I go about my life
To go to you my Lord
I cannot find the time
ninda dukkhe awpomane
In condemnation grief insult
All wounds that I suffer
Yet I know
Nothing there is to lose from it all
When I stay covered in dust
I worry not for a seat
Amidst my wretchedness
Without any hesitation
I ask for your blessings
When people say good things of me
When I live in joy and comfort
Deep inside I know it is
Much more of an eye wash
Wearing that crown of falsehood
I go about my life
To go to you my Lord
I cannot find the time
Hymns prayers rituals worship
ভজন পূজন সাধন আরাধনা
bhajan pujan sadhan aradhana
(Tagore's own translation)
Hymns, prayers, rituals, worship
Keep them all aside
Why sit in a corner of the temple
Where closed are the doors
Hiding by yourself in darkness
Who do you worship in private
Open your eyes and see
God has stepped out of the room
He has gone to the fields
Where the farmer ploughs the land
Where rocks are broken to pave roads
In toilsome effort all year long
In sun and in rain He is with all
In dust are smeared His hands
Like Him, discard your best attire
And step into the dust.
Salvation? Oh, where will you get it
Where is that liberation?
Bound is He to all
In ties of His own creation
Put aside your meditation
Keep aside the salver of flowers
Torn and dishevelled be your clothes
Besmirched with soil and earth
Unite with Him in action
In streaming drops of sweat
bhajan pujan sadhan aradhana
(Tagore's own translation)
Hymns, prayers, rituals, worship
Keep them all aside
Why sit in a corner of the temple
Where closed are the doors
Hiding by yourself in darkness
Who do you worship in private
Open your eyes and see
God has stepped out of the room
He has gone to the fields
Where the farmer ploughs the land
Where rocks are broken to pave roads
In toilsome effort all year long
In sun and in rain He is with all
In dust are smeared His hands
Like Him, discard your best attire
And step into the dust.
Salvation? Oh, where will you get it
Where is that liberation?
Bound is He to all
In ties of His own creation
Put aside your meditation
Keep aside the salver of flowers
Torn and dishevelled be your clothes
Besmirched with soil and earth
Unite with Him in action
In streaming drops of sweat
I lost my heart to the clouds
চিত্ত আমার হারালো
Chitto amar haralo (audio)
I lost my heart to the clouds.
Who can tell where it races to.
Firebolts strike its lute again
and yet again.
Thunder cracks in my chest
with a royal beat.
Deep blue darkness
covers me, fills up my senses.
A mad wind dances with me
roars with laughter and races untamed.
Chitto amar haralo (audio)
I lost my heart to the clouds.
Who can tell where it races to.
Firebolts strike its lute again
and yet again.
Thunder cracks in my chest
with a royal beat.
Deep blue darkness
covers me, fills up my senses.
A mad wind dances with me
roars with laughter and races untamed.
Category
Gitanjali,
Rains - Borsha
Dec 28, 2010
That which is eventually lost
যা হারিয়ে যায় তা আগলে বসে
ja haariye jaay ta aagley boshey
That which is eventually lost
How long can I cling on to it
Awake all night Oh Lord
I cannot stay much longer
Brooding without a pause
I stay night and day locked in my room
Time and again in wary suspicion
I push away those who knock at my door
So it is that none have come to my solitary room
Your joy-filled world plays on outside my door
You too I suppose cannot find your way
You come time and again only to return
What I want to keep that too I cannot hold
It falls apart crumbling into dust
ja haariye jaay ta aagley boshey
That which is eventually lost
How long can I cling on to it
Awake all night Oh Lord
I cannot stay much longer
Brooding without a pause
I stay night and day locked in my room
Time and again in wary suspicion
I push away those who knock at my door
So it is that none have come to my solitary room
Your joy-filled world plays on outside my door
You too I suppose cannot find your way
You come time and again only to return
What I want to keep that too I cannot hold
It falls apart crumbling into dust
The song I have come here to sing
হেথা যে গান গাইতে আসা আমার
hetha je gaan gaaitey aashaa aamaar
(Tagore's own translation)
The song I came here to sing
Sung it yet I have not
Even today, all I can do is tune my voice
All I have is the wish to sing
That tune I could not find
Those words I could not string
All I have in my heart is
An eagerness to sing
Even today, blossomed has not that flower
Only does the breeze gently waft
Unseen His face
Unheard His words
All I hear now and then
Are His footsteps
To and fro He goes by
In front of my door
It took me all day long
Just to roll out a mat for Him
How can I send for Him
When I haven't yet lit a lamp
I live in hope to receive Him
Received Him I have not
hetha je gaan gaaitey aashaa aamaar
(Tagore's own translation)
The song I came here to sing
Sung it yet I have not
Even today, all I can do is tune my voice
All I have is the wish to sing
That tune I could not find
Those words I could not string
All I have in my heart is
An eagerness to sing
Even today, blossomed has not that flower
Only does the breeze gently waft
Unseen His face
Unheard His words
All I hear now and then
Are His footsteps
To and fro He goes by
In front of my door
It took me all day long
Just to roll out a mat for Him
How can I send for Him
When I haven't yet lit a lamp
I live in hope to receive Him
Received Him I have not
Dec 25, 2010
Where is the light oh where is it
কোথায় আলো, কোথায় ওরে আলো
Where is the light, oh where is it
Ignite it with the fire that burns within
In agony of estrangement from Him
A lamp there is, but flame there is not
Is this what fate meant it to be
Even death would be more welcome
Ignite the light with fire that burns within
In agony of estrangement from Him
The envoy of pain sings “Poor heart,
For you the Lord remains awake,
In deep darkness of the late hour
He summons you to a love-tryst
Bestowing grief, He honours you,
For you the Lord remains awake”
Clouds fill up the vault of the skies
Drops of rain drizzle down
For whom in this dense night
Does my heart awaken with a start
In such a way does it sigh
Drops of rain drizzle down
Lightning flashes for a moment
The eyes behold a dense darkness
I know not in which far beyond
A soulful melody rings out
Each and every song pull me towards the road
The eyes behold a dense darkness
Where is the light, oh where is it
Ignite it with the fire that burns within
In agony of estrangement from Him
Rumbles the cloud, summons the breeze
If not now, never can I go
Pitch dark is night as black as basanite
Ignite with your own heart the lamp of love
- circa 1909
Where is the light, oh where is it
Ignite it with the fire that burns within
In agony of estrangement from Him
A lamp there is, but flame there is not
Is this what fate meant it to be
Even death would be more welcome
Ignite the light with fire that burns within
In agony of estrangement from Him
The envoy of pain sings “Poor heart,
For you the Lord remains awake,
In deep darkness of the late hour
He summons you to a love-tryst
Bestowing grief, He honours you,
For you the Lord remains awake”
Clouds fill up the vault of the skies
Drops of rain drizzle down
For whom in this dense night
Does my heart awaken with a start
In such a way does it sigh
Drops of rain drizzle down
Lightning flashes for a moment
The eyes behold a dense darkness
I know not in which far beyond
A soulful melody rings out
Each and every song pull me towards the road
The eyes behold a dense darkness
Where is the light, oh where is it
Ignite it with the fire that burns within
In agony of estrangement from Him
Rumbles the cloud, summons the breeze
If not now, never can I go
Pitch dark is night as black as basanite
Ignite with your own heart the lamp of love
- circa 1909
Come into my heart in forms anew
তুমি নব নব রূপে এসো প্রাণে
tumi nawbo nawbo roope esho praane
Come into my heart in forms anew
In fragrances and colours, in songs
My body awaits your thrilling touch
My heart thirsts for ambrosial joy
My eyes yearns for a pleasure wondrous
Come into my heart in forms anew
Come oh blemish-less bright beloved
Come beauteous pleasing serenity
Come oh come in varied codes of law
Come as joy and woe, into my core
Come in routine tasks, daily duties
Come when all work has faded away
Come into my heart in forms anew
tumi nawbo nawbo roope esho praane
Come into my heart in forms anew
In fragrances and colours, in songs
My body awaits your thrilling touch
My heart thirsts for ambrosial joy
My eyes yearns for a pleasure wondrous
Come into my heart in forms anew
Come oh blemish-less bright beloved
Come beauteous pleasing serenity
Come oh come in varied codes of law
Come as joy and woe, into my core
Come in routine tasks, daily duties
Come when all work has faded away
Come into my heart in forms anew
I gazed at the path and waited
এত দিন যে বসেছিলেম
Ato din je boshechhilem
I gazed at the path and waited, counting moments,
Now you arrive in Phalgoon.
Like a young hero you conquered the earth,
What a wonder
Charmed, I hear you sing in your youthful voice
Your robe swells like breeze enchanted with fragrance,
Your ear adorned with blossoms of Krishnochoora
Yet beneath your juvenile smile I perceive a fire,
What a wonder
With what sheath do you hide your sword
As you arrive in Phalgoon
* Phalgoon - The first month of Spring in Bengal
** Krishnochoora - A crimson flower that blossoms in Spring in Bengal
Ato din je boshechhilem
I gazed at the path and waited, counting moments,
Now you arrive in Phalgoon.
Like a young hero you conquered the earth,
What a wonder
Charmed, I hear you sing in your youthful voice
Your robe swells like breeze enchanted with fragrance,
Your ear adorned with blossoms of Krishnochoora
Yet beneath your juvenile smile I perceive a fire,
What a wonder
With what sheath do you hide your sword
As you arrive in Phalgoon
* Phalgoon - The first month of Spring in Bengal
** Krishnochoora - A crimson flower that blossoms in Spring in Bengal
Category
DD - Phalguni,
Nature - Prokriti,
Spring - Boshonto
My good old night
আমার আঁধার ভালো
Amar andhar bhalo (audio)
My good old night
can walk back to light.
But haze is a peril
It rubs out sunshine.
The spotless child
is at peace with its mother.
But proud people
can't enter inside.
Your path shows itself,
I'll take it, my mother.
Old bookish people
just make it a bother.
They call me to pray
but when I arrive
it's not a god
but a lie, I find.
Amar andhar bhalo (audio)
My good old night
can walk back to light.
But haze is a peril
It rubs out sunshine.
The spotless child
is at peace with its mother.
But proud people
can't enter inside.
Your path shows itself,
I'll take it, my mother.
Old bookish people
just make it a bother.
They call me to pray
but when I arrive
it's not a god
but a lie, I find.
Category
Devotion - Puja
Dec 19, 2010
Break into smithereens my fear
দাও হে আমার ভয় ভেঙে দাও
dao hey aamaar bhoy bhenge dao
Break into smithereens my fear
Do turn your face towards me
I recognize you not
Though you are at my side
What do I espy
In which direction
You are the one
Who cavorts within me
Bestow your smiling gaze
Upon my heart
Tell me, do talk to me
Caress me with your touch
Outstretching your right hand
Do pull me towards you
All I realize, error it is
All I search for, error it is
Laughter and tears are but falsehoods
Appear before me, dispel these errors
dao hey aamaar bhoy bhenge dao
Break into smithereens my fear
Do turn your face towards me
I recognize you not
Though you are at my side
What do I espy
In which direction
You are the one
Who cavorts within me
Bestow your smiling gaze
Upon my heart
Tell me, do talk to me
Caress me with your touch
Outstretching your right hand
Do pull me towards you
All I realize, error it is
All I search for, error it is
Laughter and tears are but falsehoods
Appear before me, dispel these errors
Dec 16, 2010
Sacred motherland
ও আমার দেশের মাটি
O amar desher mati (audio)
Sacred motherland
I kiss your earth with awe.
My existence emerges,
My world evolves, here.
You and I, contain each other
In our inseparable lives
Your lush, loving image
Endlessly etched in my heart
You raised me as a child
And what can I hope for
Than to die in your arms
That formed my playhouse
Of suffering and joy
You nourished me
With your elements,
You shouldered me,
You suffered all my grief
Like a supreme matriarch
In return, I depleted you
Receiving, with hungry hands
Offering you pure emptiness
I have lost myself
To useless stints,
I have buried myself in a niche --
I have rendered fruitless
The strength you ever gifted me
O amar desher mati (audio)
Sacred motherland
I kiss your earth with awe.
My existence emerges,
My world evolves, here.
You and I, contain each other
In our inseparable lives
Your lush, loving image
Endlessly etched in my heart
You raised me as a child
And what can I hope for
Than to die in your arms
That formed my playhouse
Of suffering and joy
You nourished me
With your elements,
You shouldered me,
You suffered all my grief
Like a supreme matriarch
In return, I depleted you
Receiving, with hungry hands
Offering you pure emptiness
I have lost myself
To useless stints,
I have buried myself in a niche --
I have rendered fruitless
The strength you ever gifted me
Category
Motherland - Swadesh
Dec 13, 2010
Enmeshed I am in riches and people
ধনে জনে আছি জড়ায়ে হায়
dhane jane aachhi jaraaye haay
Enmeshed I am
In wealth and attachments
Yet you know Lord,
It is you my heart seeks
You are O Lord deep within me
The One who knows me in and out
Who knows me better than I do
In all my times of joy and woe
Even when I stay oblivious of you
You know it is you my heart seeks
I could not relinquish my pride
I flounder carrying it around
To give it up would be such a relief
You know it is you my heart seeks
When will you take all that I have
Cradling my all with your own hands
Forsaking all that is mine
It is you I will attain
In quiet prayer deep within
It is you my heart seeks
- 30th August 1909
dhane jane aachhi jaraaye haay
Enmeshed I am
In wealth and attachments
Yet you know Lord,
It is you my heart seeks
You are O Lord deep within me
The One who knows me in and out
Who knows me better than I do
In all my times of joy and woe
Even when I stay oblivious of you
You know it is you my heart seeks
I could not relinquish my pride
I flounder carrying it around
To give it up would be such a relief
You know it is you my heart seeks
When will you take all that I have
Cradling my all with your own hands
Forsaking all that is mine
It is you I will attain
In quiet prayer deep within
It is you my heart seeks
- 30th August 1909
Dec 10, 2010
Lord, awake for you are these eyes
প্রভু তোমা লাগি আঁখি জাগে
probhu toma lagi aankhi jaage
Lord, my eyes stay awake for you
Be that I catch not a glimpse
I gaze at the road
That too soothes this heart
I sit on the dust at the door
This heart a beggar
Craves your compassion
Be that I know not your mercy
Only that I seek
That too soothes this heart
Amidst this world today
In many a joy
In many a task
Marched ahead have all
I have not a friend
It is you I seek
That too soothes this heart
All around me is sweet nectar
Verdant eager earth
Such love all around
That my eyes well up
I see you not
Am hurt deep within
That too soothes this heart
- 29th August 1909
probhu toma lagi aankhi jaage
Lord, my eyes stay awake for you
Be that I catch not a glimpse
I gaze at the road
That too soothes this heart
I sit on the dust at the door
This heart a beggar
Craves your compassion
Be that I know not your mercy
Only that I seek
That too soothes this heart
Amidst this world today
In many a joy
In many a task
Marched ahead have all
I have not a friend
It is you I seek
That too soothes this heart
All around me is sweet nectar
Verdant eager earth
Such love all around
That my eyes well up
I see you not
Am hurt deep within
That too soothes this heart
- 29th August 1909
Dec 9, 2010
“Time to go” says the cloud
মেঘ বলেছে 'যাব যাব'
megh bolechhe jaabo jaabo
“Time to go” says the cloud
“I am on my way” says night
The sea says “I have touched my shore
– myself I am no more”
Sorrow says “Stay will I as His footprint”
This self says “I dissolve,
nothing more do I wish”
The world says “For you I wreathe a garland”
The sky says “For you I’ve lit a thousand lamps”
Love says “For you it is I stay awake through aeons”
Death says “It is I who row your life-boat”
megh bolechhe jaabo jaabo
“Time to go” says the cloud
“I am on my way” says night
The sea says “I have touched my shore
– myself I am no more”
Sorrow says “Stay will I as His footprint”
This self says “I dissolve,
nothing more do I wish”
The world says “For you I wreathe a garland”
The sky says “For you I’ve lit a thousand lamps”
Love says “For you it is I stay awake through aeons”
Death says “It is I who row your life-boat”
Dec 7, 2010
All those who in this life
সংসারেতে আর-যাহারা
shongsharete aar-jahara
(Tagore's own translation)
All those who in this life
Bless me with love and care
They hold me close to them
In a bondage severe
Supreme of all is your love
And so from all it differs
You bind not, you stay hidden
You let your servant be free
All of them lest I forget
Be alone they let me not
Hours pass by, day after day
It is you I do not see
Whether or not I call you
Whether I stay engaged with
Whatever catches my fancy
It is your joy that awaits
The joy pouring forth in me
shongsharete aar-jahara
(Tagore's own translation)
All those who in this life
Bless me with love and care
They hold me close to them
In a bondage severe
Supreme of all is your love
And so from all it differs
You bind not, you stay hidden
You let your servant be free
All of them lest I forget
Be alone they let me not
Hours pass by, day after day
It is you I do not see
Whether or not I call you
Whether I stay engaged with
Whatever catches my fancy
It is your joy that awaits
The joy pouring forth in me
Love’s herald Lord when will you send
প্রেমের দূতকে পাঠাবে নাথ কবে
premer dootke pathabe naath kobe
Love’s herald Lord when will you send
All dilemmas then will come to an end
All the rest who come to my home
They want to rule instilling fear
Restless this mind keeps shut the door
Succumbs not, turns them all away
When he comes, unbarred will be all bolts
When he comes, unbound will be all chains
Who can then hold me back at home
Respond I must to his call
When he comes, he comes all alone
A string of flowers gracing his neck
With that when he binds me drawing me close
My heart will be rendered speechless
premer dootke pathabe naath kobe
Love’s herald Lord when will you send
All dilemmas then will come to an end
All the rest who come to my home
They want to rule instilling fear
Restless this mind keeps shut the door
Succumbs not, turns them all away
When he comes, unbarred will be all bolts
When he comes, unbound will be all chains
Who can then hold me back at home
Respond I must to his call
When he comes, he comes all alone
A string of flowers gracing his neck
With that when he binds me drawing me close
My heart will be rendered speechless
Dec 2, 2010
As you stirred me awake tonight
আমারে যদি জাগালে আজি
Aamare jodi jagale aaji (audio)
As you wake me up tonight, dear lord
don't go away, give me your kind gaze.
Monsoon rains flood the thick forests.
A sleepless night hovers, with rain-laden clouds.
Charged with endless firebolts
my heart craves to sing in the rain.
My tearful soul goes out in the dark.
Outspread arms crave to reach an evasive sky.
Aamare jodi jagale aaji (audio)
As you wake me up tonight, dear lord
don't go away, give me your kind gaze.
Monsoon rains flood the thick forests.
A sleepless night hovers, with rain-laden clouds.
Charged with endless firebolts
my heart craves to sing in the rain.
My tearful soul goes out in the dark.
Outspread arms crave to reach an evasive sky.
Category
Gitanjali,
Nature - Prokriti,
Rains - Borsha
Dec 1, 2010
Tearing asunder the cover
আমার একলা ঘরের আড়াল ভেঙে
aamaar ekla ghorer aaraal bhenge
Tearing asunder the cover
Of my solitary cocoon
Into this big wide world
When will I be able
To roll out my chariot of life
Amidst all with a love intense
Speed forth will I in all my work
On the road commonplace
Unite will I with you
To roll out my chariot of life
When will I be able
A world full of hopes and desires
Amidst sorrow and happiness
Plunging into the waves
I’ll take the ripples on my chest
Buffeted by the good and bad
Arise will I onto your heart
Hear will I your words
In tumultuous roar of the world
When will I be able
To roll out my chariot of life
aamaar ekla ghorer aaraal bhenge
Tearing asunder the cover
Of my solitary cocoon
Into this big wide world
When will I be able
To roll out my chariot of life
Amidst all with a love intense
Speed forth will I in all my work
On the road commonplace
Unite will I with you
To roll out my chariot of life
When will I be able
A world full of hopes and desires
Amidst sorrow and happiness
Plunging into the waves
I’ll take the ripples on my chest
Buffeted by the good and bad
Arise will I onto your heart
Hear will I your words
In tumultuous roar of the world
When will I be able
To roll out my chariot of life
Stirs my heart in this full moon night
এই জ্যোৎস্নারাতে জাগে আমার প্রাণ
ei jyotsnaraate jaage aamaar praan
Stirs my heart in this full moon night
Will there be a place at your side
See will I that wondrous visage
Heart of mine eagerly gazing
Swirling at your feet now and then
My tear laden songs roaming?
Summon I could not the courage
To offer this self at your feet today
Kneeling on the ground I lie down
Lest you turn away my offering
If you yourself come close to me
Take my hand and ask me to rise
Only then will the wretchedness
The abject poverty of life
Perish at this very moment
ei jyotsnaraate jaage aamaar praan
Stirs my heart in this full moon night
Will there be a place at your side
See will I that wondrous visage
Heart of mine eagerly gazing
Swirling at your feet now and then
My tear laden songs roaming?
Summon I could not the courage
To offer this self at your feet today
Kneeling on the ground I lie down
Lest you turn away my offering
If you yourself come close to me
Take my hand and ask me to rise
Only then will the wretchedness
The abject poverty of life
Perish at this very moment
Nov 29, 2010
When centered my play around you
আমার খেলা যখন ছিল তোমার সনে
aamaar khela jokhon chhilo tomar shone
(Listen to the song )
(Tagore's own translation)
When centered my play around you
Who knew then who you were
Fear there was none nor diffidence
Life surged forth in all restlessness
Oft at dawn you called out to me
As if like my own friend
I laughed with you in sheer delight
Racing through forests and beyond
The songs that you sang then
Who knew then their meaning
My life it was that sang along
And danced my heart always astir
At sudden end of play
What do I see today
Stunned into silence are the skies
Hushed are the sun and moon
Gazing at your feet with eyes downcast
The cosmos comes to a standstill
- 31st May 1910
Another translation by Anandamayee Majumdar
When I was lost in play with you
I had no hint of what you meant.
I wasn't scared, wasn't shy of you
Life was a stream of merriment.
In the dawn you called upon my name
Like a friend, time and again,
I smiled and rushed to join you
In a wilderness enchantment.
Dear, songs you had sung for me
had no rhyme or reason then
But my heart would sing along with glee
And dance to the merriment.
Suddenly the play was all done,
I saw the sky, the silent moon and sun
Gazing at your feet in stillness was
the earth lost in devotion.
translated 17 August 2019
aamaar khela jokhon chhilo tomar shone
(Listen to the song )
(Tagore's own translation)
When centered my play around you
Who knew then who you were
Fear there was none nor diffidence
Life surged forth in all restlessness
Oft at dawn you called out to me
As if like my own friend
I laughed with you in sheer delight
Racing through forests and beyond
The songs that you sang then
Who knew then their meaning
My life it was that sang along
And danced my heart always astir
At sudden end of play
What do I see today
Stunned into silence are the skies
Hushed are the sun and moon
Gazing at your feet with eyes downcast
The cosmos comes to a standstill
- 31st May 1910
Another translation by Anandamayee Majumdar
When I was lost in play with you
I had no hint of what you meant.
I wasn't scared, wasn't shy of you
Life was a stream of merriment.
In the dawn you called upon my name
Like a friend, time and again,
I smiled and rushed to join you
In a wilderness enchantment.
Dear, songs you had sung for me
had no rhyme or reason then
But my heart would sing along with glee
And dance to the merriment.
Suddenly the play was all done,
I saw the sky, the silent moon and sun
Gazing at your feet in stillness was
the earth lost in devotion.
translated 17 August 2019
Nov 26, 2010
Strength to carry your love
তোমার প্রেম যে বইতে পারি
tomar prem je boite paari
Strength to carry your love
Beyond my might it is
It is your kindness that you keep
A distance between you and me
Fences many of joy and woe
Of people, wealth and pride
Now and then from behind the veil
You give a hint of your presence
Glinting between the dark grey clouds
A slight ray of sunlight
For one whom you bless with
Power to carry your endless love
Lifted are all the veils
You leave him not a corner
You leave him not his wealth
You leave him not a remnant
As you put him on the road
No more honour or disgrace
Not even shame, coyness or fear
Alone you are for him in all
The one and only one
To be in front of you
Face to face in this way
To keep this life fulfilled
With you and only you
One blessed with such bounty
His hunger knows no end
All his greed he puts aside
To give you all the room
tomar prem je boite paari
Strength to carry your love
Beyond my might it is
It is your kindness that you keep
A distance between you and me
Fences many of joy and woe
Of people, wealth and pride
Now and then from behind the veil
You give a hint of your presence
Glinting between the dark grey clouds
A slight ray of sunlight
For one whom you bless with
Power to carry your endless love
Lifted are all the veils
You leave him not a corner
You leave him not his wealth
You leave him not a remnant
As you put him on the road
No more honour or disgrace
Not even shame, coyness or fear
Alone you are for him in all
The one and only one
To be in front of you
Face to face in this way
To keep this life fulfilled
With you and only you
One blessed with such bounty
His hunger knows no end
All his greed he puts aside
To give you all the room
Nov 24, 2010
Untie your old strings one by one
একটি একটি করে তোমার পুরানো তার খোলো
Untie your old strings one by one
Time to string the Sitar anew
Broken up has the day’s milieu
Assemble will all at twilight
Time it is for the one to come
Play who will the ultimate tune
Time to string the Sitar anew
Throw open your gates to dark skies
Let stream into your room
Silence from the seventh heaven
All the songs you have sung till now
Let them fade to an end
That your instrument is your own
Forsake you must that very thought
Time to string the Sitar anew
ekti ekti kore tomar purano taar kholo
Untie your old strings one by one
Time to string the Sitar anew
Broken up has the day’s milieu
Assemble will all at twilight
Time it is for the one to come
Play who will the ultimate tune
Time to string the Sitar anew
Throw open your gates to dark skies
Let stream into your room
Silence from the seventh heaven
All the songs you have sung till now
Let them fade to an end
That your instrument is your own
Forsake you must that very thought
Time to string the Sitar anew
Nov 20, 2010
When immersed in sleep is the world
বিশ্ব যখন নিদ্রামগন
biswa jokhon nidramagan
When the world is immersed in sleep
The skies painted with ebony
Who strums with such vigour
The strings of my Veena*
Who abducts sleep from my eyes
I sit up from slumber
I gaze with eagerness
But I do not catch a glimpse
My whole life reverberates
I know not the boundless words
That find their way in restless tunes
I cannot fathom this deep ache
Swelling through my heart in tears
Who is it I wish to give
The garland I wear myself
- 17th April 1907
Veena*: a plucked stringed instrument
biswa jokhon nidramagan
When the world is immersed in sleep
The skies painted with ebony
Who strums with such vigour
The strings of my Veena*
Who abducts sleep from my eyes
I sit up from slumber
I gaze with eagerness
But I do not catch a glimpse
My whole life reverberates
I know not the boundless words
That find their way in restless tunes
I cannot fathom this deep ache
Swelling through my heart in tears
Who is it I wish to give
The garland I wear myself
- 17th April 1907
Veena*: a plucked stringed instrument
Nov 19, 2010
This life long agony of mine
চিরজনমের বেদনা
This life long agony of mine
My abiding quest all life long
Let your fire ablaze
Do not shower mercy
Thinking me to be weak
All sorrow that befalls
To endure it I want
May desires burn to ash
Your absolute summons
Order me with that call
Why this delay for no reason
The chains that bind my heart
Let them break, fall away
Let your conch roar out
Let it resound now
Crushing my pride
Stealing my sleep
Awaken deep consciousness
chirojonomer bedona
This life long agony of mine
My abiding quest all life long
Let your fire ablaze
Do not shower mercy
Thinking me to be weak
All sorrow that befalls
To endure it I want
May desires burn to ash
Your absolute summons
Order me with that call
Why this delay for no reason
The chains that bind my heart
Let them break, fall away
Let your conch roar out
Let it resound now
Crushing my pride
Stealing my sleep
Awaken deep consciousness
So be it O ruthless one
এই করেছ ভালো নিঠুর
So be it, O ruthless one
Set ablaze in this way
My heart in searing ache
This incense if not burnt
Won't emit fragrance
This candle if not lit
Won't radiate light
When ignorant is the mind
Oblivious, unconscious
A wound is but your touch
A blessed gift in disguise
Blinded by illusions
Lost in the dark
Downcast with shame
These eyes fail to see you
With a stroke of thunder
Incinerate in fire
All that is dark and black
ei korechho bhalo nithur
So be it, O ruthless one
Set ablaze in this way
My heart in searing ache
This incense if not burnt
Won't emit fragrance
This candle if not lit
Won't radiate light
When ignorant is the mind
Oblivious, unconscious
A wound is but your touch
A blessed gift in disguise
Blinded by illusions
Lost in the dark
Downcast with shame
These eyes fail to see you
With a stroke of thunder
Incinerate in fire
All that is dark and black
I succumb I surrender
মেনেছি, হার মেনেছি
menechhi haar menechhi
I succumb, I surrender
More I keep you aside
More I hurt my own self
If obscured you are
From my heart’s firmament
Endure it I cannot
This have I known
Time and again
My past it shadows me
Follows me with each step
With tunes captivating
Of flute illusory
It entreats me in vain
With it I bond no more
Yielded to you have I
All that is left in life
I have brought to your door
menechhi haar menechhi
I succumb, I surrender
More I keep you aside
More I hurt my own self
If obscured you are
From my heart’s firmament
Endure it I cannot
This have I known
Time and again
My past it shadows me
Follows me with each step
With tunes captivating
Of flute illusory
It entreats me in vain
With it I bond no more
Yielded to you have I
All that is left in life
I have brought to your door
Nov 18, 2010
For as long as I can remember
জানি জানি কোন্ আদি কাল হতে
For as long as I can remember
you have set me adrift
in the flow of life.
Suddenly, at home and on the road
you gave me much delight, my love.
Many a times you hid your smile
on a cloudy day
appeared once more in the sun,
touched my face with fortuitous rays.
In distant time and space
in every new light
an unseen ecstasy
tasted and saved with my eyes.
In every secret birth
my heart filled with happiness,
sorrow, love and song
I found unearthly joy
In a waterfall of emotions.
For as long as I can remember
you have set me adrift
in the flow of life.
Suddenly, at home and on the road
you gave me much delight, my love.
Many a times you hid your smile
on a cloudy day
appeared once more in the sun,
touched my face with fortuitous rays.
In distant time and space
in every new light
an unseen ecstasy
tasted and saved with my eyes.
In every secret birth
my heart filled with happiness,
sorrow, love and song
I found unearthly joy
In a waterfall of emotions.
Category
Devotion - Puja,
Gitanjali
Nov 15, 2010
The Lord of this life solitaire
নিভৃত প্রাণের দেবতা
The Lord of this life solitaire
There where he stays awake all alone
Throw open the door, devotee
To catch a glimpse of him today
I wander outside all day long
Who is it that I yearn for so
The prayers of evening worship
I have not yet learned
I ignite the lamp of my life
In the lustrous flame of your being
O devotee, today in seclusion
I will decorate my flower offerings
Where the world creates a place for worship
Engrossed in mindful practice
There I shall too hold a ray of light
nibhrito praaner debota
The Lord of this life solitaire
There where he stays awake all alone
Throw open the door, devotee
To catch a glimpse of him today
I wander outside all day long
Who is it that I yearn for so
The prayers of evening worship
I have not yet learned
I ignite the lamp of my life
In the lustrous flame of your being
O devotee, today in seclusion
I will decorate my flower offerings
Where the world creates a place for worship
Engrossed in mindful practice
There I shall too hold a ray of light
How you sing O virtuous one
তুমি কেমন করে গান কর যে গুণী
tumi kemon kore gaan koro hey guni
(Tagore's own translation)
(audio)
How you sing O virtuous one
All I can do is hear in awe
Melodious glow pervades the world
Melodious breeze wanders the skies
Crashing through rocks
Gushing in eager impatience
Surges a river of melody
My heart wants to sing to that tune
I fail to find it in my voice
What do I want to say
Oh why cannot I say
My heart cries out in surrender
How you enrapture and ensnare
Weaving a web of melody all around me
tumi kemon kore gaan koro hey guni
(Tagore's own translation)
(audio)
How you sing O virtuous one
All I can do is hear in awe
Melodious glow pervades the world
Melodious breeze wanders the skies
Crashing through rocks
Gushing in eager impatience
Surges a river of melody
My heart wants to sing to that tune
I fail to find it in my voice
What do I want to say
Oh why cannot I say
My heart cries out in surrender
How you enrapture and ensnare
Weaving a web of melody all around me
Nov 14, 2010
Timid is not this love of mine
আমার এ প্রেম নয় তো ভীরু
amar e prem noy to bheeru
Timid is not this love of mine
Nor does it lack in strength
Will it just in anxious worry
Shed sorrowful teardrops
In gentle sweet beauteous comfort
Why put my love to sleep
It wants to stay awake with you
Delirious with delight
Assuming form terrifying
When you erupt in deathly dance
Your violent rhythm strikes and wounds
Runs in panic, flees in shame
My bewildered doubt disbelief
May this love of mine welcome home
The one fiercely fascinating
Heavenly dream of trivial wants
Let it sink in oblivion
amar e prem noy to bheeru
Timid is not this love of mine
Nor does it lack in strength
Will it just in anxious worry
Shed sorrowful teardrops
In gentle sweet beauteous comfort
Why put my love to sleep
It wants to stay awake with you
Delirious with delight
Assuming form terrifying
When you erupt in deathly dance
Your violent rhythm strikes and wounds
Runs in panic, flees in shame
My bewildered doubt disbelief
May this love of mine welcome home
The one fiercely fascinating
Heavenly dream of trivial wants
Let it sink in oblivion
Nov 13, 2010
If I knew I would let you know
যদি জানতেম আমার কিসের ব্যথা
jodi jantem amar kisher byatha
If I knew I would let you know
Just what it is that hurts me so
Who is it that brings forth tears
If I only knew his name
Where in vain I reach out to
In search of whom I wander
As if my all has sold out
The price I got was trifling
Where are the riches of my suffering
I wonder throughout my life
They seem to fill this whole world
Yet I fail to fill my life with it
What they call ease and comfort
I try it time and again
Without a pause deep within
Echoes the tune “I want it not”
“I want it not”
jodi jantem amar kisher byatha
If I knew I would let you know
Just what it is that hurts me so
Who is it that brings forth tears
If I only knew his name
Where in vain I reach out to
In search of whom I wander
As if my all has sold out
The price I got was trifling
Where are the riches of my suffering
I wonder throughout my life
They seem to fill this whole world
Yet I fail to fill my life with it
What they call ease and comfort
I try it time and again
Without a pause deep within
Echoes the tune “I want it not”
“I want it not”
Nov 9, 2010
That which we get unasked
না চাহিলে যারে পাওয়া যায়
na chahile jare pawa jay
That which we get unasked
That which rejected, still comes back
That wealth I lost in daylight
To find it in the darkness of night
The one beyond sight
The one beyond touch
The one beyond touch
Surrender your life to that one
And awaken!
The stars above echo that voice
It blooms in flowers of the morning
Many a tear I shed for it
On the lotus seat of learning*
They ripple and brim over the lotus petals
In many a song of mine
In each and every moment
It shines and dazzles in flashes
In kindly light of a calm smile
I see it glimmer and glow
*The Hindu Goddess of Learning Saraswati is visualized as sitting on a lotus
All that my heart wishes for
আমার পরান যাহা চায়
amaro porano jaha chaay(audio)
All that my heart wishes for
You are the one, that you are.
In this world, apart from you
I have no one, nothing have I.
If pleasure you do not find
Go in search of happiness.
I have found you within me
Nothing more I desire.
Pining for you, in your absence
My self will fade, to live in you.
Long be the day, long be the night
Long be months and years that go by.
If you love someone else
If you never return
Then whatever you covet
That may you get
May all suffering be mine
amaro porano jaha chaay(audio)
All that my heart wishes for
You are the one, that you are.
In this world, apart from you
I have no one, nothing have I.
If pleasure you do not find
Go in search of happiness.
I have found you within me
Nothing more I desire.
Pining for you, in your absence
My self will fade, to live in you.
Long be the day, long be the night
Long be months and years that go by.
If you love someone else
If you never return
Then whatever you covet
That may you get
May all suffering be mine
Nov 8, 2010
Suffer I can a lot more hurt
আরো আঘাত সইবে আমার
aro aghat shoibe amar (audio)
Suffer I can a lot more hurt
Play a tune more severe
On my heartstrings
The melody you awaken
Scaled it has not the highest note
Thus in merciless tremors
Manifest your self in music
May it be caressed with more than mere compassion
Amidst a play of lullabies be not futile this life
Set ablaze all fires
May the winds roar out
Stirring all of azure
Do impart completeness
aro aghat shoibe amar (audio)
Suffer I can a lot more hurt
Play a tune more severe
On my heartstrings
The melody you awaken
Scaled it has not the highest note
Thus in merciless tremors
Manifest your self in music
May it be caressed with more than mere compassion
Amidst a play of lullabies be not futile this life
Set ablaze all fires
May the winds roar out
Stirring all of azure
Do impart completeness
When did I leave home with your song?
কবে আমি বাহির হলেম
kobe ami bahir holem (audio)
When did I leave home with your song?
It was such a long ago.
When did I first long to see you, can't recall.
It was such a long ago.
I was a mountain spring
who doesn't know her love.
My heart flowed along with life.
It was such a long ago.
How many names did I give you then
How many times have I painted you?
In what delight have I walked my path?
It was such a long ago.
I was like a flower that waits at night
My heart hoping to find the light.
It was such a long ago.
kobe ami bahir holem (audio)
When did I leave home with your song?
It was such a long ago.
When did I first long to see you, can't recall.
It was such a long ago.
I was a mountain spring
who doesn't know her love.
My heart flowed along with life.
It was such a long ago.
How many names did I give you then
How many times have I painted you?
In what delight have I walked my path?
It was such a long ago.
I was like a flower that waits at night
My heart hoping to find the light.
It was such a long ago.
Category
Devotion - Puja,
Gitanjali
Nov 5, 2010
On a cold dewy night
হিমের রাতে ওই গগনের দীপগুলিরে
On a cold and dewy night
Winter drew close her veil
Cloaking the lamps lit in the sky
She sent a message to each home
“Light up, o light up a row of lamps
Illumine with your own glow
Bedeck this earth with radiance”
Barren are flower gardens
Silent is the cuckoo
Kaash* wilts on riverbanks
The robin sings no more
Be gone ennui, grief dark
Light up a row of lamps
Illumine with your own glow
Proclaim the triumph of radiance
Wake up children of earth
The Gods gaze down
Light up, wake up the night
Day ends, darkness descends
Light up a row of lamps
Illumine with your own glow
Defeat dark ignorance
Kaash* : a tall species of grass that is usually seen in autumn
himer rate oi gogoner deepgulire (audio)
On a cold and dewy night
Winter drew close her veil
Cloaking the lamps lit in the sky
She sent a message to each home
“Light up, o light up a row of lamps
Illumine with your own glow
Bedeck this earth with radiance”
Barren are flower gardens
Silent is the cuckoo
Kaash* wilts on riverbanks
The robin sings no more
Be gone ennui, grief dark
Light up a row of lamps
Illumine with your own glow
Proclaim the triumph of radiance
Wake up children of earth
The Gods gaze down
Light up, wake up the night
Day ends, darkness descends
Light up a row of lamps
Illumine with your own glow
Defeat dark ignorance
Kaash* : a tall species of grass that is usually seen in autumn
Nov 3, 2010
Whenever I wish to light the lamp
যতবার আলো জ্বালাতে চাই
Whenever I wish to light the lamp
It flickers out time and again
Your seat of honour in my life
Ever remains in deep darkness
Withered have roots of the last vine
Buds take form never to blossom
I serve you therefore, gifting my life's ache
The glory of worship
The power of piety
None have I, not a trace
This devotee of yours
Wears humble clothes of shame
None have come to this festival
The flute sings not, bedecked is not home
I have summoned you with my tears
To my temple that lies in ruins
joto bar alo jwalate chai
Whenever I wish to light the lamp
It flickers out time and again
Your seat of honour in my life
Ever remains in deep darkness
Withered have roots of the last vine
Buds take form never to blossom
I serve you therefore, gifting my life's ache
The glory of worship
The power of piety
None have I, not a trace
This devotee of yours
Wears humble clothes of shame
None have come to this festival
The flute sings not, bedecked is not home
I have summoned you with my tears
To my temple that lies in ruins
Make me bow kneel down at your feet
আমার মাথা নত করে দাও
amar matha noto kore dao (audio)
Make me bow, kneel down at your feet
Submerge my arrogance in tears
To lavish honour on myself
All I do is insult this self
Encircling ensnaring my self
Each moment I spiral to death
Submerge my arrogance in tears
May I not promulgate myself
In work that is my very own
May fulfilled be your own desire
In this life that you have made mine
I pray to seek your utmost bliss
Bless me with your splendour supreme
Shrouding this vain ego of mine
Grace my spirit with your presence
Submerge my arrogance in tears
amar matha noto kore dao (audio)
Make me bow, kneel down at your feet
Submerge my arrogance in tears
To lavish honour on myself
All I do is insult this self
Encircling ensnaring my self
Each moment I spiral to death
Submerge my arrogance in tears
May I not promulgate myself
In work that is my very own
May fulfilled be your own desire
In this life that you have made mine
I pray to seek your utmost bliss
Bless me with your splendour supreme
Shrouding this vain ego of mine
Grace my spirit with your presence
Submerge my arrogance in tears
Nov 1, 2010
Today my heart has drifted off
আজি হৃদয় আমার যায় যে ভেসে
aji hridoy amar jay je bheshe (audio)
My heart drifts off today
In search of the one yet unseen
Oblivious of strings that fasten
It flutters, floats on with the breeze
Sailing upon the lap of clouds
To which land beyond the probable
There on solitary sea shores near the foothills
Monsoon clouds thicken
On dark Tamal* branches in the King's abode
Peacocks starts to dance
On hearing anklet bells
Beyond the distant wilderness
Tamal*: a tree associated with Lord Krishna
aji hridoy amar jay je bheshe (audio)
My heart drifts off today
In search of the one yet unseen
Oblivious of strings that fasten
It flutters, floats on with the breeze
Sailing upon the lap of clouds
To which land beyond the probable
There on solitary sea shores near the foothills
Monsoon clouds thicken
On dark Tamal* branches in the King's abode
Peacocks starts to dance
On hearing anklet bells
Beyond the distant wilderness
Tamal*: a tree associated with Lord Krishna
Come have I with great hope
বড়ো আশা করে এসেছি
boro asha kore eshechhi
Come have I with great hope
Do summon me to you
O mother please
Do not turn me away
The distressed and deprived
Have none to look after them
You will I know tend to them
Nothing more do I want
But to sit at your feet
Nothing more do I want
But to call you mother
If you shelter me not
Where will I find refuge
Roam about in tears where
Ahead I see
Deep dark illusions
And a dense dim night
(another version by Arunabha Sengupta)
Come do I with hope filled heart
Shelter me in you
Forsake not me, o mother
Come do I with hope filled heart
Shelter me in you
No one does want the poor and needy
I know you will – welcome them too
There is no more I desire
But abode at your feet
By just calling you mother
All my wants will I meet
Renounce if you where will I find refuge –
Where tearful will I retreat?
Hark, wherever I look –
Darkness abounds, deep is the night …
boro asha kore eshechhi
Come have I with great hope
Do summon me to you
O mother please
Do not turn me away
The distressed and deprived
Have none to look after them
You will I know tend to them
Nothing more do I want
But to sit at your feet
Nothing more do I want
But to call you mother
If you shelter me not
Where will I find refuge
Roam about in tears where
Ahead I see
Deep dark illusions
And a dense dim night
(another version by Arunabha Sengupta)
Come do I with hope filled heart
Shelter me in you
Forsake not me, o mother
Come do I with hope filled heart
Shelter me in you
No one does want the poor and needy
I know you will – welcome them too
There is no more I desire
But abode at your feet
By just calling you mother
All my wants will I meet
Renounce if you where will I find refuge –
Where tearful will I retreat?
Hark, wherever I look –
Darkness abounds, deep is the night …
Oct 31, 2010
Alone I walk in this world
আমি একলা চলেছি এ ভবে
ami ekla cholechhi
Alone I walk in this world
Who will show me the way
Fear not, fear not
Go on yourself
Like the bee that surges ahead
With just the fragrance of flowers
ami ekla cholechhi
Alone I walk in this world
Who will show me the way
Fear not, fear not
Go on yourself
Like the bee that surges ahead
With just the fragrance of flowers
Voice of spring in autumn
হেমন্তে কোন্ বসন্তেরই বাণী
hemonte kon boshonteri bani (audio)
Voice of spring in autumn
The full moon does carry
As if paints floral dreams
Moonlight on Bakul* stems
What secret whisperings
The full moon does carry
Enraptured are forests
With untimely blossoms
Of the white oleander
Warbles time and again
The sleep bereft bird
Whose name no one knows
Sweet memories of whom
The full moon does carry
Bakul* - a fragrant white flower that grows in the Indian subcontinent
hemonte kon boshonteri bani (audio)
Voice of spring in autumn
The full moon does carry
As if paints floral dreams
Moonlight on Bakul* stems
What secret whisperings
The full moon does carry
Enraptured are forests
With untimely blossoms
Of the white oleander
Warbles time and again
The sleep bereft bird
Whose name no one knows
Sweet memories of whom
The full moon does carry
Bakul* - a fragrant white flower that grows in the Indian subcontinent
The day you had called me
সে দিন আমায় বলেছিলে
shey din amay bolechhile
The day you had called me
Time I had not in hand
You wandered to and fro
Before you went away
Time it was then to play
Fair of flowers in forests
Ever restless was breeze
Anxiously rustling leaves
Today heralds autumn
Dissolved has foggy mist
Departed has décor
The hours draw near
Is it now time?
Awaiting at the door
As day comes to a close
I look towards the road
shey din amay bolechhile
The day you had called me
Time I had not in hand
You wandered to and fro
Before you went away
Time it was then to play
Fair of flowers in forests
Ever restless was breeze
Anxiously rustling leaves
Today heralds autumn
Dissolved has foggy mist
Departed has décor
The hours draw near
Is it now time?
Awaiting at the door
As day comes to a close
I look towards the road
Oct 30, 2010
My heart yearns to give you something
তোমায় কিছু দেব বলে
tomay kichhu debo bole
My heart yearns to give you something
Whether you need it or not
When I caught sight of you
I saw you roaming by yourself
In dense darkness of lonely woods
I wanted to light a lamp for you
Whether you needed it or not
I saw the people in the marketplace
Flinging filth and abuse at you
Amidst the dirt and dishonour
On and on played your lute
Engulfed in it’s own tune
I did wish then to garland you
Whether you needed it or not
They come in hordes singing your hymns
Many languages much tumult
Knocking hard at your door for alms
Cursing much, weeping even more
I yearn to give this self of mine
Unconditionally to you
Whether you need it or not
- circa 1918
tomay kichhu debo bole
My heart yearns to give you something
Whether you need it or not
When I caught sight of you
I saw you roaming by yourself
In dense darkness of lonely woods
I wanted to light a lamp for you
Whether you needed it or not
I saw the people in the marketplace
Flinging filth and abuse at you
Amidst the dirt and dishonour
On and on played your lute
Engulfed in it’s own tune
I did wish then to garland you
Whether you needed it or not
They come in hordes singing your hymns
Many languages much tumult
Knocking hard at your door for alms
Cursing much, weeping even more
I yearn to give this self of mine
Unconditionally to you
Whether you need it or not
- circa 1918
Oct 29, 2010
Why did I not moisten with tears
কেন চোখের জলে ভিজিয়ে দিলেম না
keno chokher jole bhijiye dilem na
(audio)
Why did I not moisten with tears
The dust and dryness of the road
Who knew you would come unbidden
Across the desert you traversed
Not a tree there was for your shade
The travails of the road you bore for me
Such is my wretched fate
Couched in indolence I was then
In shaded comfort of my home
I knew not how much pain
You suffered at each step
Yet that feeling resonated
In a secret grief deep within
Left it’s mark in my very core
A deep wound to bear on my heart
- 7th Apr 1914
keno chokher jole bhijiye dilem na
(audio)
Why did I not moisten with tears
The dust and dryness of the road
Who knew you would come unbidden
Across the desert you traversed
Not a tree there was for your shade
The travails of the road you bore for me
Such is my wretched fate
Couched in indolence I was then
In shaded comfort of my home
I knew not how much pain
You suffered at each step
Yet that feeling resonated
In a secret grief deep within
Left it’s mark in my very core
A deep wound to bear on my heart
- 7th Apr 1914
Oct 28, 2010
Who wafted by my heart
আমার প্রাণের পরে চলে গেল কে
amar praner pore chole gelo ke (audio)
Who wafted by my heart
Like soothing breeze of spring
He touched me, brought me to my knees
Made flowers bloom in tens of thousands
Went by, without a word to me
Where did he go never to return
On his way he did gaze
What was the song he sang
So it is by myself
I sit in the garden
Like a wave he rippled
To go where the moon beams
With each thing he smiled at
He left back his laughter
From a corner of his eye
I think he beckoned me
Where should I go, where should I go
I think thus sitting by myself
He waved his wand of moonlit dreams
Dangled a string of flowers deep within
What was it he whispered to wild flowers
Their heady fragrance went away with him
Fervent is my heart, heavy are my eyes
Through which place to where did he go
amar praner pore chole gelo ke (audio)
Who wafted by my heart
Like soothing breeze of spring
He touched me, brought me to my knees
Made flowers bloom in tens of thousands
Went by, without a word to me
Where did he go never to return
On his way he did gaze
What was the song he sang
So it is by myself
I sit in the garden
Like a wave he rippled
To go where the moon beams
With each thing he smiled at
He left back his laughter
From a corner of his eye
I think he beckoned me
Where should I go, where should I go
I think thus sitting by myself
He waved his wand of moonlit dreams
Dangled a string of flowers deep within
What was it he whispered to wild flowers
Their heady fragrance went away with him
Fervent is my heart, heavy are my eyes
Through which place to where did he go
A slight sensation a few words
একটুকু ছোঁওয়া লাগে
ektuku chhowa lage
A slight sensation a few words
With that I create spring serenade
In my heart deep within
A little intoxication
Of Palash* mingled with Champa**
With that I weave in many shades
Soulful tunes so many
The little that flows in
Slipping between moments
Paints dreams in a corner
Of the mind mesmerised
The little that drifts far away
Tingles thought in sweet melody
With that passes the hour and day
Keeping beat to the anklet bells
Palash* & Champa ** : flowers of spring
ektuku chhowa lage
A slight sensation a few words
With that I create spring serenade
In my heart deep within
A little intoxication
Of Palash* mingled with Champa**
With that I weave in many shades
Soulful tunes so many
The little that flows in
Slipping between moments
Paints dreams in a corner
Of the mind mesmerised
The little that drifts far away
Tingles thought in sweet melody
With that passes the hour and day
Keeping beat to the anklet bells
Palash* & Champa ** : flowers of spring
Singing your melody
তোমার সুর শুনায়ে যে ঘুম ভাঙাও
tomar shur shunaye je ghum bhangao (audio: Debabrata Biswas)
My sleep from which you awaken
Singing your divine melody
That slumber to me is charming
A companion to wakefulness
Do bless her with your touch
A deep hunger she has within
A concealed wish for radiance
In the bosom of my night she is
Your own beloved of the morn
For her breaks dawn in crimson skies
Awakens new hope in birdsong
Silent your footsteps sing to her
A welcome song of your advent
Tender bud of twilight she is
Do pluck her at sunrise
tomar shur shunaye je ghum bhangao (audio: Debabrata Biswas)
My sleep from which you awaken
Singing your divine melody
That slumber to me is charming
A companion to wakefulness
Do bless her with your touch
A deep hunger she has within
A concealed wish for radiance
In the bosom of my night she is
Your own beloved of the morn
For her breaks dawn in crimson skies
Awakens new hope in birdsong
Silent your footsteps sing to her
A welcome song of your advent
Tender bud of twilight she is
Do pluck her at sunrise
Oct 27, 2010
The flower that blooms now and then
নিত্য তোমার যে ফুল ফোটে ফুলবনে
nityo tomar je phool phote
The flower that blooms ever so often in your garden
Why not nourish this heart with it’s nectar
This heart that wanders like a bee
The assembly that gathers ever so often in your courtyard
Why not make this servant sing there
The world like a lotus blooms at the kiss of your step
It looks up to you with ardent devotion
Why not let my heart-flower look up to you evermore
The sun moon and stars pace the skies
Tireless your rivers speed to seas
Why not in that very same way
Make hasten the stream of my life
To seek forever the sea of nectar
You arouse a joy in the twitter of birds
You fill the flower with fragrance
Why not in that very same way
Ever bless this heart with your grace
This heart a beggar at your door
nityo tomar je phool phote
The flower that blooms ever so often in your garden
Why not nourish this heart with it’s nectar
This heart that wanders like a bee
The assembly that gathers ever so often in your courtyard
Why not make this servant sing there
The world like a lotus blooms at the kiss of your step
It looks up to you with ardent devotion
Why not let my heart-flower look up to you evermore
The sun moon and stars pace the skies
Tireless your rivers speed to seas
Why not in that very same way
Make hasten the stream of my life
To seek forever the sea of nectar
You arouse a joy in the twitter of birds
You fill the flower with fragrance
Why not in that very same way
Ever bless this heart with your grace
This heart a beggar at your door
Whatever you may say
তোরা যে যা বলিস ভাই
Whatever you may say
My heart is set on one
Thief of hearts, fleet of foot
The golden deer I want
One who wanders and thrills,
Evading sight
Ensnared who cannot be
When within reach
Pushes to slip away
Blinding the eye
I will still chase the one
Futile be it
Whether or not I get
Lost in myself,
Amidst fields and forests
I lose myself
You can buy what you want
And fill up your store room
What cannot be acquired
Why does it stir my mind so
Lost the little I had
In search for what is not
Accumulations wane
But do I cry in vain?
I am at peace I smile
I have no deep sorrow
Lost in myself,
Amidst fields and forests
I lose myself
tora je ja bolish bhai amar shonar horin chai
Whatever you may say
My heart is set on one
Thief of hearts, fleet of foot
The golden deer I want
One who wanders and thrills,
Evading sight
Ensnared who cannot be
When within reach
Pushes to slip away
Blinding the eye
I will still chase the one
Futile be it
Whether or not I get
Lost in myself,
Amidst fields and forests
I lose myself
You can buy what you want
And fill up your store room
What cannot be acquired
Why does it stir my mind so
Lost the little I had
In search for what is not
Accumulations wane
But do I cry in vain?
I am at peace I smile
I have no deep sorrow
Lost in myself,
Amidst fields and forests
I lose myself
Oct 24, 2010
Shadows darken over the woods
ছায়া ঘনাইছে বনে বনে
chhaya ghonaichhe bone bone
Shadows darken over the woods
Clouds rumble in the skies beyond
Who knows when in first dense downpour
Secretly crept in screw pine flowers
At a silent signal from east
A moment on a sleep starved night
Set sail in the winds on which path
Which boat carrying monsoon fancies
The heart that was filled with nectar
In what fear enshrine it in thorns
On the way to a lover’s tryst
Did your heart catch a glimpse within
A sharing in quiet seclusion
Forgetting oneself in exchange
chhaya ghonaichhe bone bone
Shadows darken over the woods
Clouds rumble in the skies beyond
Who knows when in first dense downpour
Secretly crept in screw pine flowers
At a silent signal from east
A moment on a sleep starved night
Set sail in the winds on which path
Which boat carrying monsoon fancies
The heart that was filled with nectar
In what fear enshrine it in thorns
On the way to a lover’s tryst
Did your heart catch a glimpse within
A sharing in quiet seclusion
Forgetting oneself in exchange
Oct 23, 2010
Many a time have I thought
কতবার ভেবেছিনু আপনা ভুলিয়া
kotobar bhebechhinu apona bhuliya
Many a time have I thought
To forget this little self
And bare my heart at your feet
To clasp you and say out loud
Secretly, my friend, how I love you
There you were the Lord of heavens
How could I tell you of my love
Though afar and away from you
All my life worship you will I
In solitary seclusion
None will know of my deep love
None will see the tears that flow
Now that you come today
How do I say aloud,
How much do I love you
kotobar bhebechhinu apona bhuliya
Many a time have I thought
To forget this little self
And bare my heart at your feet
To clasp you and say out loud
Secretly, my friend, how I love you
There you were the Lord of heavens
How could I tell you of my love
Though afar and away from you
All my life worship you will I
In solitary seclusion
None will know of my deep love
None will see the tears that flow
Now that you come today
How do I say aloud,
How much do I love you
Oct 22, 2010
O fallen leaves
ঝরা পাতা গো
O fallen leaves, your kindred soul I am
In much laughter and many tears
Phagun leaves with a farewell song
O fallen leaves, in colours chrome
Decked have you in final attire
Played so riotous a Holi
Amidst the dust and the green grass
In this closing saga of spring
Colour my raiment red and gold
Just like yours, in fiery hues
May the setting sun
Caress with a Midas touch
The few remnants of my life
Phagun/Phalgun : the penultimate month of the Bengali calendar
Holi : festival of colours celebrated on the last full moon day of Phagun
jhawra pata go
O fallen leaves, your kindred soul I am
In much laughter and many tears
Phagun leaves with a farewell song
O fallen leaves, in colours chrome
Decked have you in final attire
Played so riotous a Holi
Amidst the dust and the green grass
In this closing saga of spring
Colour my raiment red and gold
Just like yours, in fiery hues
May the setting sun
Caress with a Midas touch
The few remnants of my life
Phagun/Phalgun : the penultimate month of the Bengali calendar
Holi : festival of colours celebrated on the last full moon day of Phagun
What melody is it that plays
কী ধ্বনি বাজে
What melody is it that plays
Amidst my deepest consciousness
In which joy resonates
My own heartstring
Amidst my deepest consciousness
In captivating honeyed touch
Unperturbed and stoic are thoughts
ki dhwani baaje (audio)
What melody is it that plays
Amidst my deepest consciousness
In which joy resonates
My own heartstring
Amidst my deepest consciousness
In captivating honeyed touch
Unperturbed and stoic are thoughts
My heart is not in itself
আমার মন কেমন করে
My heart is not in itself
Who? Who knows for whom it quests
A bird of a path unseen, unknown calls out
Calls out to the distant horizons
My thoughts speed with gusty winds of the seashore
The bird of my dreams spreads it’s wings
Who chains me to a golden cage?
amar mon kemon kore (audio)
My heart is not in itself
Who? Who knows for whom it quests
A bird of a path unseen, unknown calls out
Calls out to the distant horizons
My thoughts speed with gusty winds of the seashore
The bird of my dreams spreads it’s wings
Who chains me to a golden cage?
Thus is your happiness with me
তাই তোমার আনন্দ আমার 'পর
Thus is your happiness with me
Therefore have you come down to me
Without me O Lord of three worlds
Futile would be your love
In me a display of your wares
A play of emotions in me
Taking varied forms in my life
Ripples and rolls your own desire
Thus as the king of kings
In captivating garb
You roam amidst my heart
O Lord, ever present are you
Therefore, Lord, have you come to me
It is your love
In the heart of your devotee
It is your form
In the union of the twosome
In that completeness expresses itself.
tai tomar anondo amar por
(Tagore's own translation)
(Tagore's own translation)
Thus is your happiness with me
Therefore have you come down to me
Without me O Lord of three worlds
Futile would be your love
In me a display of your wares
A play of emotions in me
Taking varied forms in my life
Ripples and rolls your own desire
Thus as the king of kings
In captivating garb
You roam amidst my heart
O Lord, ever present are you
Therefore, Lord, have you come to me
It is your love
In the heart of your devotee
It is your form
In the union of the twosome
In that completeness expresses itself.
Oct 10, 2010
A tempest of joy swells in life
প্রাণে খুশির তুফান উঠেছে
praane khushir toofan uthechhey (audio)
A tempest of joy swells in life
Dams of fear and worry are smashed
To embrace with all might
To hold woe close to soul
This heart speeds forth
To vanish in a flash
Those whom the heart refused a shelter
Have all come crashing through the doors
I kept this self pristine with care
It rolls in the dust in delight
praane khushir toofan uthechhey (audio)
A tempest of joy swells in life
Dams of fear and worry are smashed
To embrace with all might
To hold woe close to soul
This heart speeds forth
To vanish in a flash
Those whom the heart refused a shelter
Have all come crashing through the doors
I kept this self pristine with care
It rolls in the dust in delight
Today in full moon all have gone
আজ জ্যোৎস্নারাতে সবাই গেছে বনে
Today in full moon all have gone
Gone have they to the woods
In this delirious breeze of spring
I will not go, not go
I will remain in my room
Alone in solitude
I will stay in my own corner
I will not go, not go
In this delirious breeze of spring
With tender care
I will tidy my room
I will remain awake
Who knows when He will come
If He does remember
In this delirious breeze of spring
aaj jyotsnaraate shobai gechhe bone (audio)
Today in full moon all have gone
Gone have they to the woods
In this delirious breeze of spring
I will not go, not go
I will remain in my room
Alone in solitude
I will stay in my own corner
I will not go, not go
In this delirious breeze of spring
With tender care
I will tidy my room
I will remain awake
Who knows when He will come
If He does remember
In this delirious breeze of spring
Oct 6, 2010
Be that you speak not words
ওরে তোরা নেই বা কথা বললি
Be that you speak not words
Standing amidst the mart,
Be that you rouse not streets
Futile is your furore
In vain your words galore
They only look and laugh
Be that you burn alone
Igniting your own heart
What lies deep within you
Be that you spread it not
Belittled in rumours
Be muffled the drumbeats
March forward in silence
Work if there is, go work
Shame there is, remove it
Who, when says what to you
Be not ruffled by that
ore tora nei ba kotha bolli
Be that you speak not words
Standing amidst the mart,
Be that you rouse not streets
Futile is your furore
In vain your words galore
They only look and laugh
Be that you burn alone
Igniting your own heart
What lies deep within you
Be that you spread it not
Belittled in rumours
Be muffled the drumbeats
March forward in silence
Work if there is, go work
Shame there is, remove it
Who, when says what to you
Be not ruffled by that
Go forth alone
যদি তোর ডাক শুনে কেউ না আসে
If no one steps forth to your call, go forth alone
Go forth alone, go forth alone, go forth alone.
If no one speaks to you, o wretched one
If in fear they turn away their face
Open up your heart, speak out your mind
Alone, let your spirit tell it’s own tale
If they all turn back, o wretched one
If on deep dark dense paths, they do not look behind
Alone, let your blood stained feet crush all thorns.
If no one holds a light, o wretched one
If in dark stormy nights, doors are closed shut
Then in lightning fire, light up your own ribs
Alone let your heart go forth burning bright
Another version by Anandamayee Majumdar (a rendition in English is given here)
If all they do is disregard, won't you walk all alone
Traveler, solitaire, walk away, fly on your own.
If the people do not speak, make you feel apologetic
if they turn away, are truly meek
release your heart
make your voice big and energetic, voice all alone
when they turn a blind eye, leaving you solitary
'neath the dour sky
embrace the path
with its suffering and wounded sigh, walk all alone
if they do not hold a light, shark away in dire fright
they shut the door in the stormy night
Burn your heart
Let your blazing breath make the light, a light of your own
If no one steps forth to your call, go forth alone
Go forth alone, go forth alone, go forth alone.
If no one speaks to you, o wretched one
If in fear they turn away their face
Open up your heart, speak out your mind
Alone, let your spirit tell it’s own tale
If they all turn back, o wretched one
If on deep dark dense paths, they do not look behind
Alone, let your blood stained feet crush all thorns.
If no one holds a light, o wretched one
If in dark stormy nights, doors are closed shut
Then in lightning fire, light up your own ribs
Alone let your heart go forth burning bright
Another version by Anandamayee Majumdar (a rendition in English is given here)
If all they do is disregard, won't you walk all alone
Traveler, solitaire, walk away, fly on your own.
If the people do not speak, make you feel apologetic
if they turn away, are truly meek
release your heart
make your voice big and energetic, voice all alone
when they turn a blind eye, leaving you solitary
'neath the dour sky
embrace the path
with its suffering and wounded sigh, walk all alone
if they do not hold a light, shark away in dire fright
they shut the door in the stormy night
Burn your heart
Let your blazing breath make the light, a light of your own
Oct 4, 2010
The path on which I walk
আমার এ পথ তোমার পথের থেকে
The path on which I walk
Has swerved away far from your path
Will my flowers ever again
Wreathe into a garland for you
Your flute in distant breeze
Rings out, cries out to whom
Fatigued are my feet with every step
I sit on the road beneath tree-shades
In secret pining for a friendship lost
Where is the one to whom I can tell
Travellers go past lost in themselves
Leaving me behind by myself
amar e poth tomar pother theke
The path on which I walk
Has swerved away far from your path
Will my flowers ever again
Wreathe into a garland for you
Your flute in distant breeze
Rings out, cries out to whom
Fatigued are my feet with every step
I sit on the road beneath tree-shades
In secret pining for a friendship lost
Where is the one to whom I can tell
Travellers go past lost in themselves
Leaving me behind by myself
It is joy enough to gaze at the road
আমার এই পথ-চাওয়াতেই আনন্দ
It is joy enough to gaze at the road
To watch the play of sun and shade
As rain and spring come and go
They all rush in front of my eyes
To and fro with day to day news
I am at peace, lost in myself
The breeze wafting gently by
On the look out all day
I sit alone at the door
If arrives asudden
That sacred moment
It is then I will glimpse
Till then in each and every hour
I laugh and sing lost in myself
Till then ever so often
Floats forth His fragrance
amar ei poth chawatei anondo (audio)
It is joy enough to gaze at the road
To watch the play of sun and shade
As rain and spring come and go
They all rush in front of my eyes
To and fro with day to day news
I am at peace, lost in myself
The breeze wafting gently by
On the look out all day
I sit alone at the door
If arrives asudden
That sacred moment
It is then I will glimpse
Till then in each and every hour
I laugh and sing lost in myself
Till then ever so often
Floats forth His fragrance
Sep 15, 2010
Wonder who you are
মোর স্বপন-তরীর কে তুই নেয়ে
Wonder who you are
Cruiser of my dreams,
My sails, seized with passion,
How this maddened heart sings away.
Let me take leave, as you rock the boat,
And sail me off to remote destinies.
Worries all, cast behind
Bear me along,
Unveil your face
And look me in the eye,
Flooding my soul with your smile.
mor swapan-torir ke tui neye
Wonder who you are
Cruiser of my dreams,
My sails, seized with passion,
How this maddened heart sings away.
Let me take leave, as you rock the boat,
And sail me off to remote destinies.
Worries all, cast behind
Bear me along,
Unveil your face
And look me in the eye,
Flooding my soul with your smile.
Category
Drama - Raktakarabi,
Love - Prem
A brimming wave of tears
ও চাঁদ, চোখের জলের লাগল জোয়ার
A brimming wave of tears
Surges in my ocean of sorrow
Dear Moon, do you hear
The secrets whispered
From one brink to another?
I was moored at familiar shores
When the harness suddenly unleashed.
Tugged adrift, I sailed away
To strange destinies.
Seekers have reached their ports,
Yet I am discombobulated
In a darkness of haunting lights.
In my passionate desire to be lost
Quaint pathways are launched,
o chaand, chokher joler laglo jowar
(audio)
(audio)
A brimming wave of tears
Surges in my ocean of sorrow
Dear Moon, do you hear
The secrets whispered
From one brink to another?
I was moored at familiar shores
When the harness suddenly unleashed.
Tugged adrift, I sailed away
To strange destinies.
Seekers have reached their ports,
Yet I am discombobulated
In a darkness of haunting lights.
In my passionate desire to be lost
Quaint pathways are launched,
And I am nudged on impulsively.
The wild soul who spurs me on
Laughs in the curious dark.
(another version by Rumela Sengupta)
A tidal wave of tears
Swells and brims over
Deluging the shores
Of my sea of woe
My raft unmoored
From the shores of the known
Nudged by winds
Reaches a shore unknown
Wayfarers on the quay
Have all gone their own way
Lost and adrift I am
Directionless in the dark night
Vision of an aurora in my eyes
The path beckons to me
With an impatient tug
Urging me to lose my way
Fogging my sense of direction
That crazed friend of mine
Chuckles in the darkness
- September 1924
The wild soul who spurs me on
Laughs in the curious dark.
(another version by Rumela Sengupta)
A tidal wave of tears
Swells and brims over
Deluging the shores
Of my sea of woe
My raft unmoored
From the shores of the known
Nudged by winds
Reaches a shore unknown
Wayfarers on the quay
Have all gone their own way
Lost and adrift I am
Directionless in the dark night
Vision of an aurora in my eyes
The path beckons to me
With an impatient tug
Urging me to lose my way
Fogging my sense of direction
That crazed friend of mine
Chuckles in the darkness
- September 1924
Category
Drama - Raktakarabi,
Love - Prem
Fierce gales speed forth
খরবায়ু বয় বেগে
khawrobayu boy bege
Fierce gales speed forth
Clouds darken all directions
Oarsman! Time to steer the boat
You hold tight the rudder
I will unfurl the sails
Row, row, row your boat
Heave and Ho!
In it’s chains time and again
Echo the clash of cymbals
Doubt-laden cries they are not
The boat can endure the anchors no more
Restlessly it rocks therefore
Row, row, row your boat
Heave and Ho!
In waiting for a propitious time
Fill not your heart with anxiety
Say not “to go or not to go”
Navigate the doubt-seas within
Look outside not with worry.
If dances the black hole of time
Unrestrained is it’s dreadful locks
Storms loot all, tidal waves bear down
Do not recoil, do not step back
Play your tune to that beat
Sing triumphant songs of victory
Row, row, row your boat
Heave and Ho!
khawrobayu boy bege
Fierce gales speed forth
Clouds darken all directions
Oarsman! Time to steer the boat
You hold tight the rudder
I will unfurl the sails
Row, row, row your boat
Heave and Ho!
In it’s chains time and again
Echo the clash of cymbals
Doubt-laden cries they are not
The boat can endure the anchors no more
Restlessly it rocks therefore
Row, row, row your boat
Heave and Ho!
In waiting for a propitious time
Fill not your heart with anxiety
Say not “to go or not to go”
Navigate the doubt-seas within
Look outside not with worry.
If dances the black hole of time
Unrestrained is it’s dreadful locks
Storms loot all, tidal waves bear down
Do not recoil, do not step back
Play your tune to that beat
Sing triumphant songs of victory
Row, row, row your boat
Heave and Ho!
Sep 13, 2010
You stay in my realm of ken
আমি চিনি গো চিনি
You stay in my realm of ken
O foreign maiden
Across oceans you remain
O foreign maiden
On autumn dawn you appear
On spring eves I see you near
In beat of heart you I hear
O foreign maiden
When to skies I lend my ear
It is your sweet tune I hear
To you have I pledged ardour
O foreign maiden
At end of the wandered world
Ahead new shore lies unfurled
A guest am I at your door
O foreign maiden
Another translation meant for English rendition of the song, by Anandamayee Majumdar
(Link to English rendition of this song)
I have seen you
From end of the rainbow
My lady love
Across the distant seashore
My lady love
Your presence in the fall
Aroma of the soul
In spring night
A smell of the rose
My lady love.
.
I listened to the cue,
The sky speak of you
My heart belongs with you
My lady love
I traveled far and wide
Came to late countryside
Awaiting your invite
My lady love
translated: 28 July 2017
ami chini go chini tomare (Bangla audio)
You stay in my realm of ken
O foreign maiden
Across oceans you remain
O foreign maiden
On autumn dawn you appear
On spring eves I see you near
In beat of heart you I hear
O foreign maiden
When to skies I lend my ear
It is your sweet tune I hear
To you have I pledged ardour
O foreign maiden
At end of the wandered world
Ahead new shore lies unfurled
A guest am I at your door
O foreign maiden
Another translation meant for English rendition of the song, by Anandamayee Majumdar
(Link to English rendition of this song)
I have seen you
From end of the rainbow
My lady love
Across the distant seashore
My lady love
Your presence in the fall
Aroma of the soul
In spring night
A smell of the rose
My lady love.
.
I listened to the cue,
The sky speak of you
My heart belongs with you
My lady love
I traveled far and wide
Came to late countryside
Awaiting your invite
My lady love
translated: 28 July 2017
You long to hear me sing
তোমায় গান শোনাব
You long to hear me sing
Is that why you keep me astir
All night, my sleep-hunter,
You who spark awake my sorrow!
Twilight overcasts,
Birds retire to nest,
Boats row back to shore;
Yet my heart finds no rest,
You who spark awake my sorrow!
You let my tears flow endlessly
Interspersed between my tireless tasks
You touch me, filling my goblet
With unearthly grace
And then, disappear --
I wonder if you remain unseen
Behind my wall of pain,
You who spark awake my sorrow!
tomay gaan shonabo
Audio: Kabir SumanYou long to hear me sing
Is that why you keep me astir
All night, my sleep-hunter,
You who spark awake my sorrow!
Twilight overcasts,
Birds retire to nest,
Boats row back to shore;
Yet my heart finds no rest,
You who spark awake my sorrow!
You let my tears flow endlessly
Interspersed between my tireless tasks
You touch me, filling my goblet
With unearthly grace
And then, disappear --
I wonder if you remain unseen
Behind my wall of pain,
You who spark awake my sorrow!
Category
Drama - Raktakarabi,
Love - Prem
Sep 11, 2010
Mighty river, charged with haste
ওগো নদী, আপন বেগে পাগল-পারা
Mighty river, charged with haste,
Sleepless with my fragrance
This is I, the Magnolia.
Still is my being, on a secret path,
A profound travel of sprouting leaves,
A journey of blossom springs.
Mighty river, motioned wild,
Lost you are
In endless course--
While my stirring soul remains ineffable --
Reaching out for light, like life--
A happiness the sky fathoms,
As does night's speechless star.
ogo nodi apon bege pagolpara
Mighty river, charged with haste,
Sleepless with my fragrance
This is I, the Magnolia.
Still is my being, on a secret path,
A profound travel of sprouting leaves,
A journey of blossom springs.
Mighty river, motioned wild,
Lost you are
In endless course--
While my stirring soul remains ineffable --
Reaching out for light, like life--
A happiness the sky fathoms,
As does night's speechless star.
Category
Melange - Bichitra
Sep 7, 2010
Today in lush paddy fields
আজ ধানের ক্ষেতে রৌদ্রছায়ায়
Today in lush paddy fields
Play sun and shade
Oh! A game of hide and seek
Who set sail rafts of white clouds
In the blue azure
Oh! A game of hide and seek
The bumble bee forgets to sip nectar today
Drunk with light it rambles around
A conference of birds galore
Sits on the riverfront
Who knows why
I will not go home today
Breaking into and beyond blue skies
I will plunder all today
Riding on the waves of tide
As if like foam
Gallops laughter astride the wind
In no work, rhyme or reason
The day will pass by
In sweet melody of the flute
aaj dhaner khete (audio)
Today in lush paddy fields
Play sun and shade
Oh! A game of hide and seek
Who set sail rafts of white clouds
In the blue azure
Oh! A game of hide and seek
The bumble bee forgets to sip nectar today
Drunk with light it rambles around
A conference of birds galore
Sits on the riverfront
Who knows why
I will not go home today
Breaking into and beyond blue skies
I will plunder all today
Riding on the waves of tide
As if like foam
Gallops laughter astride the wind
In no work, rhyme or reason
The day will pass by
In sweet melody of the flute
Sep 6, 2010
With unfailing steps I have walked this path
এ পথে আমি যে গেছি বার বার
With unfailing steps
I have walked this path
Over and again
Its trace now shrouded
With wild grass from my view.
Hopeful yet I am
A favourable breeze will blow
In apt moment
You'll be revealed to me
As I am to you.
The lamp of my lone quest
Died out since.
But in the sky, I trust
In starry phrases
The address of my heart persists
Blossoms along my way
With their fragrance
Will let on a secret, gentle cue
To amend all slips.
e pathe ami je gechhi bar bar
With unfailing steps
I have walked this path
Over and again
Its trace now shrouded
With wild grass from my view.
Hopeful yet I am
A favourable breeze will blow
In apt moment
You'll be revealed to me
As I am to you.
The lamp of my lone quest
Died out since.
But in the sky, I trust
In starry phrases
The address of my heart persists
Blossoms along my way
With their fragrance
Will let on a secret, gentle cue
To amend all slips.
Category
Love - Prem
Sep 5, 2010
I would love to redeem the magical eyes
যা পেয়েছি প্রথম দিনে
I would love to redeem the magical eyes
I received at birth, when I die.
I would love to touch the wide world
With fingertips dipped in childish awe,
Unbounded wonder.
I would love to bow
To the untwisted simplicity of life,
To kiss the transparent beauty in earth
Before I say goodbye.
I would love to peer in the eyes
Of the invisible energy that seeps
Into all creation.
I would love to mingle with the soul
Who is endlessly within my heart.
I would crave to speak to the essence
Which cradles my life in its arms
And whisper,
I am thankful to have loved you
Beyond imagination,
Every sliver of my life
I would love to redeem the magical eyes
I received at birth, when I die.
I would love to touch the wide world
With fingertips dipped in childish awe,
Unbounded wonder.
I would love to bow
To the untwisted simplicity of life,
To kiss the transparent beauty in earth
Before I say goodbye.
I would love to peer in the eyes
Of the invisible energy that seeps
Into all creation.
I would love to mingle with the soul
Who is endlessly within my heart.
I would crave to speak to the essence
Which cradles my life in its arms
And whisper,
I am thankful to have loved you
Beyond imagination,
Every sliver of my life
Category
Devotion - Puja
Sep 1, 2010
Who let blossom the lotus of light
আলোর অমল কমলখানি
Who let blossom
The lotus of light,
Stirring the blue sky into sleeplessness
And lured my winged thoughts
On this radiant path?
Autumn's message
Plays like a lute on the lotus,
Lalit* tunes trickle down
Shiuli** trees.
The wind frolics
In young green shoots of paddy,
Who is it that stirs up the forests,
Filling their hearts with secret murmurs?
*Lalit is an early morning melody or raaga.
**Shiuli is a white, fragrant autumn flower of Bengal, with orange stalks.
alor amalo kamalo khani
Who let blossom
The lotus of light,
Stirring the blue sky into sleeplessness
And lured my winged thoughts
On this radiant path?
Autumn's message
Plays like a lute on the lotus,
Lalit* tunes trickle down
Shiuli** trees.
The wind frolics
In young green shoots of paddy,
Who is it that stirs up the forests,
Filling their hearts with secret murmurs?
*Lalit is an early morning melody or raaga.
**Shiuli is a white, fragrant autumn flower of Bengal, with orange stalks.
Category
Autumn - Shorot,
Nature - Prokriti
Aug 31, 2010
You blossomed in my heart
হৃদয়ে ছিলে জেগে
You blossomed in my heart
Yet now, your reflection expands
To the opalescent clouds of autumn
A dewy dawn made it's magic
Unfolding the veil of mist
To reveal resplendence
In the aftermath,
I wonder what to sing,
I ponder my deepest missive.
My melodies are swept away,
Scattering beneath the trees
Like Shiuli buds
My words disperse in the wind,
Like impetuous flash-rains
*Shiuli is a white fragrant flower with orange stalk that blossoms in the autumn in Bengal.
You blossomed in my heart
Yet now, your reflection expands
To the opalescent clouds of autumn
A dewy dawn made it's magic
Unfolding the veil of mist
To reveal resplendence
In the aftermath,
I wonder what to sing,
I ponder my deepest missive.
My melodies are swept away,
Scattering beneath the trees
Like Shiuli buds
My words disperse in the wind,
Like impetuous flash-rains
*Shiuli is a white fragrant flower with orange stalk that blossoms in the autumn in Bengal.
Category
Autumn - Shorot,
Nature - Prokriti
Ivory sails pushed
অমল ধবল পালে লেগেছে
Ivory sails pushed
by a slow, sweet breathe
an epiphany to my heart.
From which distant sea
do the riches arrive?
I long to float with them,
to leave my haves and wants
on this familiar shore.
In the backdrop there was
endless rain and thunder.
Sunshine now sifts through clouds
and kisses my face.
What precious love
unknown as he may be
has heaped his wealth
of smiles and tears on the boat?
I wonder
what music to make
what mantra to chant.
Ivory sails pushed
by a slow, sweet breathe
an epiphany to my heart.
From which distant sea
do the riches arrive?
I long to float with them,
to leave my haves and wants
on this familiar shore.
In the backdrop there was
endless rain and thunder.
Sunshine now sifts through clouds
and kisses my face.
What precious love
unknown as he may be
has heaped his wealth
of smiles and tears on the boat?
I wonder
what music to make
what mantra to chant.
Category
Autumn - Shorot,
Gitanjali,
Nature - Prokriti
Aug 28, 2010
Those roads of ruby earth
গ্রামছাড়া ওই রাঙা মাটির পথ
Those roads of ruby earth
That leave from the village
They steal my very heart
Gaze at whom, with arms stretched
Sprawling on the red dust
Who lures me out of home
Tugging at my ankles
With every step
Who abducting takes me
Pulling me along where
To which damned place
What treasures at which turns
Unearth will he
What debts at which crossroads
Unleash will he
The end where does one find
Contemplate cannot this mind
gram chhara oi ranga matir poth
Those roads of ruby earth
That leave from the village
They steal my very heart
Gaze at whom, with arms stretched
Sprawling on the red dust
Who lures me out of home
Tugging at my ankles
With every step
Who abducting takes me
Pulling me along where
To which damned place
What treasures at which turns
Unearth will he
What debts at which crossroads
Unleash will he
The end where does one find
Contemplate cannot this mind
Aug 27, 2010
Once more you return in garb of Sravan
আবার শ্রাবণ হয়ে এলে ফিরে
Once more you return in garb of Sravan*
Encircle with raiment of clouds
Lost is sun, stars are lost
Roads lost in dense darkness
Waves ripple in rivers
All azure, all of earth
Resound with song of rains
Crazed with drizzling downpour
Resonates my dark night
Plucking on my veins
*Sravan is the second month of the rainy season in Bengal
abar srabon hoye ele phire
Once more you return in garb of Sravan*
Encircle with raiment of clouds
Lost is sun, stars are lost
Roads lost in dense darkness
Waves ripple in rivers
All azure, all of earth
Resound with song of rains
Crazed with drizzling downpour
Resonates my dark night
Plucking on my veins
*Sravan is the second month of the rainy season in Bengal
In that Sravan sky placed have I
আমি শ্রাবণ-আকাশে ওই দিয়েছি পাতি
In that Sravan* sky placed have I
My eyes brimming with tears in clouds
Across the horizon of schism
The whole night awake sans a wink
One who is out of sight
For that one is this gaze
His locks caress my dreams
Blowing in eastern winds.
In Tamal* tree forests
On the path that he left,
In that dusk of separation
Amidst dust of cows homeward bound,
The grass is wrapped in agony
Trembling with every breath
That gazing back time and again
Remains woven in the shadows
*Sravan is the second month of the rainy season in Bengal
*Tamal is a tree of dark colour
ami srabono akashey oi
In that Sravan* sky placed have I
My eyes brimming with tears in clouds
Across the horizon of schism
The whole night awake sans a wink
One who is out of sight
For that one is this gaze
His locks caress my dreams
Blowing in eastern winds.
In Tamal* tree forests
On the path that he left,
In that dusk of separation
Amidst dust of cows homeward bound,
The grass is wrapped in agony
Trembling with every breath
That gazing back time and again
Remains woven in the shadows
*Sravan is the second month of the rainy season in Bengal
*Tamal is a tree of dark colour
Today in welcome of Sravan
আজ শ্রাবণের আমন্ত্রণে
aaj sraboner amontroney (audio)
Today in welcome of Sravan*
The doors shudder in each instant
Home and hearth quiver as if to break free.
Earth rejoices in it’s courtyard
Enraptured in rhythm of dance
It’s restless raiment fluttering
Words from the beginning of time
Echo in mind
In abode of evergreen life
Eastern winds rush to horizons
Amble with it my reflections
Racing towards a time that is timeless
*Sravan is the second month of the rainy season in Bengal,
the fourth month of the Bengali calendar
aaj sraboner amontroney (audio)
Today in welcome of Sravan*
The doors shudder in each instant
Home and hearth quiver as if to break free.
Earth rejoices in it’s courtyard
Enraptured in rhythm of dance
It’s restless raiment fluttering
Words from the beginning of time
Echo in mind
In abode of evergreen life
Eastern winds rush to horizons
Amble with it my reflections
Racing towards a time that is timeless
*Sravan is the second month of the rainy season in Bengal,
the fourth month of the Bengali calendar
Aug 21, 2010
What fear in shrine of fearlessness
কী ভয় অভয়ধামে
What fear, in shrine of fearlessness
Your highness!
Fear flees at your name
Fearlessly rush thousands of folks
Skies reverberating to songs
Of the name that sparks fearlessness
With your power, O merciful
Those whom you empower
Free are they from fear of
Danger, death and what people say
Hope stems, freed are all bondage
Savour sweet nectar evermore
ki bhoyo aubhoyo dhame
What fear, in shrine of fearlessness
Your highness!
Fear flees at your name
Fearlessly rush thousands of folks
Skies reverberating to songs
Of the name that sparks fearlessness
With your power, O merciful
Those whom you empower
Free are they from fear of
Danger, death and what people say
Hope stems, freed are all bondage
Savour sweet nectar evermore
Aug 20, 2010
You have so much splendor
তোমার এই মাধুরী ছাপিয়ে
tomar ei madhuri chhapiye (audio)
You have so much splendor
it spills over from sky
yet no less would indulge me.
All this luminosity
from suns and stars
have meaning only
when I feel rich.
Colors paint flowers
like in a softest sleep
but the flower is truly open when
I am thrilled.
So much love
shivers in the cosmic strings
Yet they forms a song
only that I am gripped.
tomar ei madhuri chhapiye (audio)
You have so much splendor
it spills over from sky
yet no less would indulge me.
All this luminosity
from suns and stars
have meaning only
when I feel rich.
Colors paint flowers
like in a softest sleep
but the flower is truly open when
I am thrilled.
So much love
shivers in the cosmic strings
Yet they forms a song
only that I am gripped.
Category
Devotion - Puja
You beckoned to me on the way
পথে যেতে ডেকেছিলে মোরে
You beckoned to me on the way
I have fallen far behind
How will I now go forth?
A dense darkness descends
The faint trail fades away
Do call out, do respond
In this darkening night
I am afraid lest I wander
To go further, farther I go
I tell myself, you are near
But still I fear
Lest at the break of dawn
I am there but you are not
- 21st April 1926
You beckoned to me on the way
I have fallen far behind
How will I now go forth?
A dense darkness descends
The faint trail fades away
Do call out, do respond
In this darkening night
I am afraid lest I wander
To go further, farther I go
I tell myself, you are near
But still I fear
Lest at the break of dawn
I am there but you are not
- 21st April 1926
Aug 17, 2010
This joyful ceremony of the world
জগতে আনন্দযজ্ঞে আমার নিমন্ত্রণ
jogoter anondo jogye amar nimontran
(Tagore's own translation)
Invited to this joyful ceremony of the world
Honoured has been this human life.
My eyes feast on lands of beauty
Wandering to quench it's desires
My hearing intoxicated
with the melody deep within
In your ceremony,
You have empowered me to play my flute
String together in songs the tears and laughter of life.
Is it time yet ?
To meet you in your august assembly
I will sing in triumphant chords
My humble offering
jogoter anondo jogye amar nimontran
(Tagore's own translation)
Invited to this joyful ceremony of the world
Honoured has been this human life.
My eyes feast on lands of beauty
Wandering to quench it's desires
My hearing intoxicated
with the melody deep within
In your ceremony,
You have empowered me to play my flute
String together in songs the tears and laughter of life.
Is it time yet ?
To meet you in your august assembly
I will sing in triumphant chords
My humble offering
Aug 14, 2010
Friend what is this anxiety
সখী, ভাবনা কাহারে বলে
Friend, what is this anxiety
Friend, what is this agony
What is this love, love, love
That you speak of night and day
Is it just full of agony.
Is it just a drop of tear
Is it just a sigh of woe
In pursuit of which happiness
Do folks indulge in such sadness
Beauty in all, my eye beholds
All is youthful all is flawless,
Blue skies, green woods
Milky moonlight, tender blossoms
All akin to me.
They only laugh, they only sing
In laughter and play, wish to end
Neither know sorrow, nor know tears
Not know agony of longing.
Blossom withers away smiling
Fades luminous moonlight in smiles
Smilingly surrender themselves
In ocean of light, stars in sky
Happy as me, who is
Come friend come, come to me
Joyous songs of a joyful heart
Harken and soothe your soul
If each day is only to weep
Let this be the one day you smile
To forget sorrow for one day
To sing together all of us
shokhi bhabona kaharey boley
Friend, what is this anxiety
Friend, what is this agony
What is this love, love, love
That you speak of night and day
Is it just full of agony.
Is it just a drop of tear
Is it just a sigh of woe
In pursuit of which happiness
Do folks indulge in such sadness
Beauty in all, my eye beholds
All is youthful all is flawless,
Blue skies, green woods
Milky moonlight, tender blossoms
All akin to me.
They only laugh, they only sing
In laughter and play, wish to end
Neither know sorrow, nor know tears
Not know agony of longing.
Blossom withers away smiling
Fades luminous moonlight in smiles
Smilingly surrender themselves
In ocean of light, stars in sky
Happy as me, who is
Come friend come, come to me
Joyous songs of a joyful heart
Harken and soothe your soul
If each day is only to weep
Let this be the one day you smile
To forget sorrow for one day
To sing together all of us
Let all my love reach out to you
ধায় যেন মোর সকল ভালোবাসা
a translation (meant for rendition in English):
Loving grace,
let all my love reach out to you.
To you my lord, to you my soul, to you my world.
Heart of mine let it stray, let it soar
showing up at your summon, as you call.
Free my chains, every fetter of mine
oh lord, with your test, with your sway, with your haul.
When I am small, begging your assistance
deplete my purse, free me of this weakness
let my heart secretly abound
oh lord, with your hand, with your gift, with your gold.
Dear friend, in my heart so secret
in my life, all the beauty I have met
let them sing, in harmony with you
oh lord, with your notes, with your song, with your soul.
dhaay jeno mor shokol bhalobasha
(audio: Sagar Sen)
(audio: Sagar Sen)
a translation (meant for rendition in English):
Loving grace,
let all my love reach out to you.
To you my lord, to you my soul, to you my world.
Heart of mine let it stray, let it soar
showing up at your summon, as you call.
Free my chains, every fetter of mine
oh lord, with your test, with your sway, with your haul.
When I am small, begging your assistance
deplete my purse, free me of this weakness
let my heart secretly abound
oh lord, with your hand, with your gift, with your gold.
Dear friend, in my heart so secret
in my life, all the beauty I have met
let them sing, in harmony with you
oh lord, with your notes, with your song, with your soul.
Category
Devotion - Puja,
Gitanjali
Aug 11, 2010
A tryst with you tonight in this storm
আজি ঝড়ের রাতে তোমার অভিসার
aji jhorer raatey tomaar obhishaar (audio)
(Tagore's own translation)
A tryst with you tonight in this storm
My friend and soulmate
The skies cry out in despair
Sleep, it has forsaken my eyes
I open the gate, my dear one
I gaze out time and again
I see nothing through the darkness
I wonder which path you are on
Beyond which distant river bank
Beside which deep dense dark forest
In which fathomless darkness
Are you weaving your way to me
another version for rendition in English translated by Anandamayee Majumdar:
a youtube rendition by can be found here
Stormy night, awaiting your call
loving friend, dearest of all.
Woeful is the weeping sky,
wistful and sleepless am I
wondering if you'd come by
meet my searching soul,
loving friend, dearest of all.
Nothing can be glimpsed in the dark,
how would I find your mark!
You cross every flooded stream
walk through the forest-dream
navigate the rainy dim
to arrive at my soul,
loving friend, dearest of all.
(translated: 16 August 2017)
aji jhorer raatey tomaar obhishaar (audio)
(Tagore's own translation)
A tryst with you tonight in this storm
My friend and soulmate
The skies cry out in despair
Sleep, it has forsaken my eyes
I open the gate, my dear one
I gaze out time and again
I see nothing through the darkness
I wonder which path you are on
Beyond which distant river bank
Beside which deep dense dark forest
In which fathomless darkness
Are you weaving your way to me
another version for rendition in English translated by Anandamayee Majumdar:
a youtube rendition by can be found here
Stormy night, awaiting your call
loving friend, dearest of all.
Woeful is the weeping sky,
wistful and sleepless am I
wondering if you'd come by
meet my searching soul,
loving friend, dearest of all.
Nothing can be glimpsed in the dark,
how would I find your mark!
You cross every flooded stream
walk through the forest-dream
navigate the rainy dim
to arrive at my soul,
loving friend, dearest of all.
(translated: 16 August 2017)
Aug 10, 2010
The one who dwells within
গোপন প্রাণে একলা মানুষ
gopon praaney ekla manush jey
The one who dwells within
Hidden from all and all alone
Do not entangle her in chores
Let many a song stream forth
From her solitary musings
Let her dwell in the world
She creates with her own melody
The one who dwells within
Hidden from all and all alone
Do not crowd her out in crowds
One as lonely as her
One who feels her ache
Let him find a way to her
Let him not be turned away
gopon praaney ekla manush jey
The one who dwells within
Hidden from all and all alone
Do not entangle her in chores
Let many a song stream forth
From her solitary musings
Let her dwell in the world
She creates with her own melody
The one who dwells within
Hidden from all and all alone
Do not crowd her out in crowds
One as lonely as her
One who feels her ache
Let him find a way to her
Let him not be turned away
The days live no more in my gilded cage
দিনগুলি মোর সোনার খাঁচায়
din guli mor shonar khachay
The days live no more in my gilded cage
Those days of mine of such hue and colour
Bondage of joy and woe, they endured not,
Those days of mine of such hue and colour
Lyrics of my heart, learn they would, I hoped
They flew away, leaving so much unsaid
Those days of mine of such hue and colour
I dream, as if they seek in what hope
Wandering around my broken cage
Those days of mine of such hue and colour
So many feelings, can they be futile
Are they all birds shaped by shadow
Across the azure did they bear nothing.
din guli mor shonar khachay
The days live no more in my gilded cage
Those days of mine of such hue and colour
Bondage of joy and woe, they endured not,
Those days of mine of such hue and colour
Lyrics of my heart, learn they would, I hoped
They flew away, leaving so much unsaid
Those days of mine of such hue and colour
I dream, as if they seek in what hope
Wandering around my broken cage
Those days of mine of such hue and colour
So many feelings, can they be futile
Are they all birds shaped by shadow
Across the azure did they bear nothing.
I will bewitch you not with beauty
আমি রূপে তোমায় ভোলাব না
I will bewitch you not with beauty
I will charm you with my love
I will come not to the door
Have it open with my song
Bedeck you not with ornaments
Adorn you not with flower garlands
I will wreath my love together
And have it sway on your bosom
Know will none in which tempest
Billow will waves in my breast
Like the pull of moon, unseen
Creates ripples in high tide
ami roopey tomaay bholabo na
I will bewitch you not with beauty
I will charm you with my love
I will come not to the door
Have it open with my song
Bedeck you not with ornaments
Adorn you not with flower garlands
I will wreath my love together
And have it sway on your bosom
Know will none in which tempest
Billow will waves in my breast
Like the pull of moon, unseen
Creates ripples in high tide
With you my love I play the game of life
আহা তোমার সঙ্গে প্রাণের খেলা
aha tomar shonge praaner khela (audio)
With you my love, I play the game of life
In such eager excitement today
Will my heart agree to lose this game
Can only you in such a way
Set me aflame and run away
Do willingly be lured my Lord
Bedeck your heart in my colours
Brush from my heart-flower
Crimson dust upon your raiment
aha tomar shonge praaner khela (audio)
With you my love, I play the game of life
In such eager excitement today
Will my heart agree to lose this game
Can only you in such a way
Set me aflame and run away
Do willingly be lured my Lord
Bedeck your heart in my colours
Brush from my heart-flower
Crimson dust upon your raiment
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