If having loved you find no peace

ভালোবেসে যদি সুখ নাহি
bhalobeshe jodi shukh nahi

If having loved, you find no peace
Then why, oh why this futile love
To win another heart
In surrender of own
Why this futile expectation

Lighting flicker of desire in heart
Painting illusive mirage in eyes
Just to drift in deserts of despair
Oh why this futile thirst for love

One who is secure in oneself
Lacks nothing in this universe
Gentle breeze, floral ornaments,
Woods whispering with bird song

Vanishes all of creation
What is this love
That brings forth a blinding darkness
As Rahu engulfs life and youth
Why then, why this false fog of love