Showing posts with label Gitanjali. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Gitanjali. Show all posts

May 9, 2020

Euphoria in my body

গায়ে আমার পুলক লাগে
Gaaye amar pulok lage (audio link)

Euphoria in my body
Wine in my eyes
My heart tied
with a red ribbon.

Below the sky now
In the water, land, flowers, fruits
You spread me, my love.
           
What game is this with you now.
Can't tell if I really found out.

Joy wants to feign tears.
Sweet separation
makes the sun rise.

May 16, 2013

With one salutation, master

একটি নমস্কারে, প্রভু
Ekti nomoshkare probhu (audio)

With one salutation, master
Let my body embrace my earth.

Let my heart bow down
juicy as a rainy cloud
yielding at your door.

With one salutation
let all songs combine
to make a silent, single sea.

Like a swan song let me fly
day and night to the end of death.



Oct 25, 2011

What is this compelling light


কোন্‌ আলোতে প্রাণের প্রদীপ
Kon aalote praaner prodeep / Kon alote praner prodip
(Audio by Suchitra Mitra)


What is this compelling light
Which burns your spirit, stokes your soul,
Makes you live an earthly life,
My zealous lover, pious monk,
Divinely crazed, my angel-soul?

Each ache and wound in you creates
Winged, wondrous melodies
Quivering quaintly from your strings!

How do you smile in the face of fear
As though you had seen a mother beam?
Who is it you seek, my dear,
Scorning every earthly dream!

Who is it, your secret love
That raises all the tears of urge?
Who is it, your soulful mate,
That walks together on your path?

How do you find the peace of mind
To dismiss death with disregard,
Riding upbeat tides of seas
In endless waves of ecstasies?





Another version by Suman Dasgupta:


Where did you light the flame of your heart
O noble soul before you descended on earth.
You devout, you lover, O you romantic
As you embraced this world, gazed I in frantic.

In this relentless struggle of life,
Every pain and sorrow life did contrive
You can play those in your core
Like sad triads of the Veena encore.
Belying deep distress or any such strife
Yet you succeed to wear that smile as bright
Just like the one, as I've known
Only a beaming Mother could've shown.

I know not for whom you wildly roam around
Why you let go the cosy comfort that you'd found
Why you cry, why inconsolably crave?
Who is she for whom every love you save?

You are confident and your mind is free
Wonder I whose blessings on you could that be
As you defy death and ride on the crests of seas
Swimming through your life with endless ecstasies.



Oct 7, 2011

Mother, your love reflects

জননী, তোমার করুণ চরণখানি
Jononi, tomar koruno chorono khani (audio: Kanika Bandyopadhyay)

Mother, your love reflects
In dawn's joyful sunshine.

The sky floods silently
with your voice that
defeating death.

No matter where I am,
or what I do,
my heart softens to you.

With my devotion
my incense burns
I surrender to you
my body, heart and gold.

Jul 28, 2011

Do beckon me

ডাকো ডাকো ডাকো আমারে
Dako dako dako amare

Do beckon me
To your calm cool deep
     Sacred darkness

Daily triflings fatigue me so
Burying this life in dust and grime
An endless burden of words
In their many distortions

Do set me free
In your dense quiet kind
    Boundless darkness

May speech be lost
In the silent night
My facade come apart
And be left outside
May I sight the one
Who dwells within
As an undivided whole

Jul 27, 2011

To ask for your kindness

তোমার দয়া যদি চাহিতে নাও জানি
Tomar doya jodi

I may not know how
To ask for your kindness
Do be kind enough
To draw me to your feet

That which I build
Blithely losing myself
In pursuit of pleasure
Rescue me Lord
From that playhouse of dust
Do not turn away in disdain
Arouse me with arrows of fire

Truth has been shut out
Amidst doubt and dilemma
Who else but you can reveal it

Piercing through decay and death
Gushes forth a sweet nectar
Filling up the void
Of abysmal wretchedness

With deathly blows comes awareness
In conflict and commotion
Your message profound

This difference with you

তোমার সাথে নিত্য বিরোধ
Tomar shathe nitto birodh

Day in day out
This difference with you
Endure it I can no more
Many a debt piles up
Through each and every day

Attired for your august assembly
They come and pay their obeisance
I lurk around in soiled clothes
My pride and honour in shreds

How do I convey my heartache?
When mute has my heart become
Not a word to you it can say

Do not turn it away I pray
Reclaim it from sea of disgrace
A refuge do give at your feet
And let it ever be your slave

In the grand design of your work

তুমি যে কাজ করছ
Tumi je kaaj korchho

In the grand design of your work
Will you not engage me O Lord?
On a day that calls for labour
Will you not wake me with your touch?

In troughs and crests through good and bad
In demolition and reconstruction
Allow me to stand beside you
In the workshop of this world
To see you through your work

Far away from the madding crowd
I thought we’d make our acquaintance
In shaded secluded arbours
In mellow light of eventide

Alone in the darkness
Such a vision is but a dream
Summon me to your marketplace
Alive with transaction and trade

The quintessence of rains

আজ বরষার রূপ হেরি মানবের মাঝে
Aaj borshar roop

The quintessence of rains
In humanity I see today

She marches with a rumble
Decked in all her finery
Her heart rages in a dance
Of a force terrifying
Ahead and on she hurtles
Swallowing the horizons
Goaded by an impulse unknown
Clouds converge in confrontation
Colliding in a crack of thunder

In clusters deep and dense
They parade together
Towards the far beyond
What for they do not know

They know not that
At the foothills of some mountain
Dissolve they will into raindrops
They know not that
Lurking in their pomp and grandeur
Rules the awesome spectre of death

Jul 26, 2011

I yearn to feel your joy

এই মোর সাধ
Ei mor shadh

I yearn to feel your joy
Resound throughout my life
In a grand symphony

Your skies, your lavish radiance
Let them not turn away
For lack of a welcoming heart
However small be the abode

Let all the seasons six*
Come and go as they please
Dancing their way into my heart
In adornments ever so new

Hindered be not your joy
By screens that wall off
My body, mind and soul

Let your joy be ablaze
Like a sacred fire
In my days of sorrow

Let your joy demolish
The weariness I feel
And burst forth in my work

* The six seasons in Bengal are
Grishsho (Summer)
Borsha (Monsoon)
Shorot (Autumn)
Hemonto (between Autumn and Winter)
Sheeth (Winter)
Boshonto (Spring)

Jul 25, 2011

This morning of Ashadh

নদীপারের এই আষাঢ়ের প্রভাতখানি
Nodiparer ei ashadher probhatkhani

This morning of Ashadh*
   dawning on river banks
Absorb it O my heart
   Infuse it in my breath

A touch of gold in skies sapphire
    mingles with emerald verdure
To permeate a sweet delight
    and illumine the horizons
       with a message profound
Absorb it O my heart
   Infuse it in my breath

In the very same way
   walking upon the shores
       of this wonderful world
Cull each flower that blossoms
    weave them through night and day
       onto the quilt of consciousness
Nurture each day with care
    knowing it to be a blessing
Absorb it O my heart
    Infuse it in my breath

Ashadh*- third month of Bengali calendar from mid-June to mid-July - a time of heavy rains

Jun 15, 2011

A beating, crashing downpour

আজ বারি ঝরে ঝরঝর
Aj bari jhore jhoro jhoro

A beating, crashing downpour
  Today in the fullness of the rains
Where can such
      Sky-shattering deluge contain?
The tempest hollers in the Shaal** arbors
 In the meadows, streams weave their way.
       Who is the angry dancer
That flings open his tresses in his ruthless dance?
My mind is possessed with the rain, and can not be ruled
             It gives itself over to the tempest--
My heart is high with gleefully wild waves
   Rolling down, touching the feet
                          Of an unknown love!
 Oh, this savage commotion!
Gates crash open everywhere,
A passionate being awakes within!
Within and out who is the soul that rejoices?



Another version by Suman Dasgupta


Heavily it pelts down this unceasing rain from the sky
Seems not a single drop can remain up contained.
Through Saal trees the tempest sweeps and cries
...Chasing little streams in the fields in paths astrayed.
Who has flung open His tethered cloud-like tresses
And started dancing, I wonder, with so much wild disdain?

O' I can't rein my mind as it gushes out with the rain
As it sweeps and pounds within me, like a tempest, in pain.
Can hardly contain my feelings as they spill out in waves
And break at the feet of my beloved insane.

O' my mind is so befuddled, my walls giving in their restraints
Wild impassioned horse in mine suddenly coming alive
In this dark and gloomy monsoon rain
This stir outside and in my within, I wonder, O Lord how you contrive?



Shaal** - A stout tree with large leaves
* - An indication to the mythological deity, Shiva -- the violent One -- He, whose dance indicates destruction and vice versa.

Jun 14, 2011

Rains cast a shadow on the sky

আবার এসেছে আষাঢ় 
Abar eshechhe Ashadh (audio)

Rains cast a shadow on the sky 
once more
the smell of raindrops float nearby.
My ancient heart sings 
a monsoon melody
thrilled at the deepening clouds.

In boundless meadows of fresh grass
unhurried shadows heap and multiply
'Here comes', my breath exclaims.
'Here comes', goes the song.The arrival happens here
in my eyes and my heart.

(another version by Rumela)

The monsoon arrives again
Clouding across the skies
The scent of the rains alight
Wafting along the breeze

This old heart of mine is athrill
Swaying to a new beat today
Gazing at the novelty of the clouds

Now and then the shadows creep
Along the blades of grass
Across the sweeping fields

“She comes” says my breath
“She comes” sings my song

She comes flooding my eyes
She comes deluging my heart

Jun 7, 2011

If my heart fails to discover you


যদি তোমার দেখা না

Jodi tomar dekha na pai probhu  (audio: Purba Dam)


(Another version by Rumela Sengupta:)

If sight you I do not
In this life now Oh Lord
Let me remember then
That found you I have not

Let me then not forget
Anguish let it sear me
In my sleep and my dreams

Even as the days pass
Transacting in this world
Even as my hands both
Fill up with wealth untold
Still nothing have I got
Let me remember that
Let me then not forget
Anguish let it sear me
In my sleep and my dreams

If in lazy leisure
I sit down on the way
If with great care I place
A mat on the dust to sleep
Let me remember that
The road lies still ahead
Let me then not forget
Anguish let it sear me
In my sleep and my dreams

Much as I make merry
Let music fill my room
Many arrangements I make
To decorate my abode
Let me remember that
I am yet to bring you home
Let me then not forget
Anguish let it sear me
In my sleep and my dreams

- 27th August 1909

May 21, 2011

A monsoon evening draws near

আষাঢ়সন্ধ্যা ঘনিয়ে এল
ashadh shondhya ghoniye elo

A monsoon evening draws near
Comes to end yet another day
The rains pour down unabated

Sitting at home in solitude
I wander lost in my own thoughts
Drifting through jasmine scented woods
I wonder what the wind whispers

My heart is in deluge
Flooding over from shore to shore
My heart is overwhelmed
With the heady fragrance
Wafting from wet woodland flowers

The hours of this dark night
How do I fill with melody
If only I would slip
If I could just forget my all
For that I wait so eagerly

May 11, 2011

This is your love

এই যে তোমার প্রেম
ei to tomar prem
(Tagore's own translation)
(audio)

This is your love O thief of hearts
This dance of golden light on leaves
The pleasant laze of clouds adrift
This gentle caress of the breeze
As if like a balm of nectar
This is your love O thief of hearts

A glorious stream of morning light
Deluges my eyes
Your loving words tiptoe into my heart

Your turn your face to me
Your eyes look down at mine
My heart bows down to you

November, 2010.


Another version by Anandamayee Majumdar:

This is how I sense your love, 
thief of hearts.
As the sun dribbles through the leaves
and clouds coast the sky
as the wind warmly hugs
I see how your love feels like 
I see how it can talk.

When dawn kisses my eyes 
your loving whisper comes alive.

When your face looks down at me
your eyes meet mine.
My heart softens with longing.
I see how your love feels like
I see how it can talk.

Apr 18, 2011

Thunder heralds your flute

বজ্রে তোমার বাজে বাঁশি
Bojre tomar baje banshi (audio)


Thunder heralds your flute.
How can it be painless?
Bless me with ears to discern,

    to rise to the stately song.
 

Never again will I be lightly swayed
my heart will rejoice in lasting life,
life, hidden in death-cove, a treasure.

My lute will play music

    to all the trenchant tones
      embracive tunes of tempest,
                knells of cosmic fury.

Free me of comfort
               take me to the depths of doom
      where, shielded by deep unrest

                               lies covert peace.

Mar 23, 2011

You had come in the morn

সুন্দর তুমি এসেছিলে আজ প্রাতে
shundor tumi eshechhiley aaj praatey

You had come in the morn
O Gracious one
A Parijat flower in your hands
Petals hued crimson as the sun

Slumbered the land in a deep sleep
Not a wayfarer on the road
Alone you came and went
In your chariot made of gold
You did halt for a moment
Your eyes full of compassion
To gaze upon my casement
You had come in the morn
O Gracious one

A fragrance did perfume my dreams
A thrill did run through the darkness
Silent my Veena that lay in the dust
It sang out unplucked to a touch unseen

Many a time I thought I should
Shake off my languor and rush out
By the time I did you were gone
Meet you I could not anymore
You had come in the morn
O Gracious one

*Parijat : a mythical heavenly flower that never fades
* Veena : a stringed instrument

Do take me unto you my Lord

তুমি এবার আমায় লহো হে নাথ
tumi ebar amay loho hey nath

Do take me unto you my Lord
Pray, do not turn away this time
Stay on, occupying my heart

The days I've passed in your absence
I wish not to look back at them
Let them sink into oblivion

Unfurling my life in your light
May I now be ever awake

In which stupor of words galore
Roved have I from pillar to post
Whisper now into my heart
Your own words in your voice

Many vices much evasion still lurk
Within the recesses of my heart
Do not spurn me for that Oh Lord
Set them ablaze in fire

- 11th April 1910

Mar 12, 2011

A tide blows from the sea of joy

আনন্দেরই সাগর হতে এসেছে আজ বান
Anonderi shagor hote eshechhe aj baan (audio)

A tide blows from the sea of joy,
time to brace and take the oar.

Row the boat with all our might
row, row and leave the shore.

Our craft is heaped with heavy load
boat of tears, a brutal sea.
Even as we face our death
row, row and leave the shore.

Who is it that pleads we stop

who holds us up with fatal fear?
Seen enough of tragedies
we tasted every shade of tear.

Why would we wish to stop 

at harbors such are safe and tart?
We take off on a forceful sea
with a ready song of our sailing heart.